Confusing reality. I see myself but it's not really me. How could it be? When I am me?. I guess maybe it's just a dream. . (Come on, come on, come on, wake up, wake up).
I'm just a person like you. I'm just a fuck up that's true. But you're the only one I'll turn to by my side. Everyday and night it's time to. Climb out of this big black hole.
This time it's gone to far, so why do I push and push to make you believe me, so. why dont you believe me.. . I hope you can trust me when you touch my hand and dont push me away when you.
Looks like I've fucked up again what's new. I am always getting out of hand. Though in control sometimes just don't give a shit. I get raw, have fun, I love it, so sick of sayin' sorry.
Ill times rollin' lackin' the flow, ache in my throat. And wisdom seems so lost, yet it's better in ways it's different. I miss those old school meditations when relaxing.
Breakin' 'em off a piece of my wicked funky style. Up front straight up,. No hiding behind a facade conformed society's way. Masses try to fit in, sin after sinner.
Your face is burned inside my brain. I lost my way. Your taste of stale flows through my veins. The cost of hate. 'Cause you'll never understand me. You want me to stay.
Jealousy is raining down on me right now. As the fear of losing you is setting in. But I'll continue to do my best. Although it's scary. (Scary). Wondering if this will be.
In this world there's so many searching for. Anything that will fill their souls. They look everywhere but nothing lasts it fades so fast. They look high and low.
So you want more affection to add to your distractions contraction?. The snow it bleeds a sky so grey today. Of memories what's lost not gained pretty.
All you'd show is love, yet all I'd see is hate. You know that something's wrong, I know I can't relate. Wind is blowing pleasure by and I don't feel a thing.
I Feel Like I'm Going To Break Open Wide. I Can't Stop The Walls From Burning, Swelling My Wide Eyes. The Fear That I'm Fearing Now Is Crippling Me. Leaving Me Broken, Shivering Here On My Knees.
Frankly modest, speech dishonest. Eyes upon us like a vulture in the sky. Hovering carcass, molding earth, filthy birth after. . Friction based upon fiction replacing friendship.
I'm Going To The River And There I'm Going To Swim Until I Sink.. I've Been Drowning Here Forever.. So, It Won't Make A Difference To Me.. . Don't You See What The Buzz Is?.
I am broken and apart at the seams,. It's been a long ride for us,. To now relive everything I can't have,. Is now the test for us,. I have spoken,. I am going anywhere I can,.
The Ledge. . I am tired. I am drained. I don't sleep for days. Immersed in the drama. Strapped to your stage. I don't wanna be just another lover on a ledge.