Am I lying to myself, when everyone else here sees right through me?. And all the products they've sold me, will I let them own me. Don't I feel like such a man? I'll hide my guilt and no regrets.
It seems like you've always known exactly what to say. And meanwhile I never know what to do with myself when I get this way. So I'm walking on, take comfort in all the nights we shared.
Now I'm standing on my own again. What a feeling to let go of something blood from the vein. Keeps me captive here and ashamed. I'm on the wire, losing sight of what I once truly desired.
Is someone there? Is someone there?. I can hear you breathing, I can hear you breathing. I know you're out there, I know you're out there. I can hear you breathing, I can hear you breathing.
Sold the instructions to their souls, as they bask in the material world. So many things that I would like to change and. I am bending over backwards and it's just like everyone tries so hard to stay.
Stained and afraid that this won't ever go away. Engulfed inside a blaze of memories. And the strain of digging holes. Is beginning to take it's toll.
For what it's worth, I never felt that much. Unresolved waste of time a lesson never learned. Wanted to forget it, but it's hard when you've been burned.
I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves. Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near. Designed to crush me a six year haze. As the substance lets me down.
I'm gonna buy a gun,. so I can end it any time I want,. and laugh as I blow it away,. funny as an atom bomb,. solemn as a child at a ticker tape parade,.
You whisper what a fucking tragedy,. put a hole in my lungs so I don't have to breathe,. I long for you now every beat of my heart,. is a cry out for help from inside of me..
Little Laurellen has gone to sleep again,. what are we to do, what are we to do,. little Laurellen, her bed is ready now,. put her in the ground, put her in the ground..
We planted the lightbulbs,. that halloween night,. you said you wanted to lay down in the cold grass and die.. What do you think about when you're all alone,.
Wait up in the attic for the sun to die,. you're just a fucking animal with human hide,. are you all dressed up with nowhere to go,. the grave is a party just right for your clothes,.
Blue air and black clothes,. looking for a different road than the long way home,. if you could use a wink than I'll give you one,. I can hold a drink while you talk on the phone,.
Trying to forget about the thought of moving on. But I'll try and I kept waiting. Trying to move on without you feels so wrong. But I'll try and I'll keep waiting for you.
Just something about the way you move. . You walk in the room, every eye on you. It's an attraction for every view. With every step you prove, your confidence is true.
All along the way I know I've been wrong. But please don't move on. 'Cause I need you more than you know. And I love you more than I show. Are you really gone?.
Pain is all I ever feel when I'm not with you. Lately I've been noticing this angst just wont go. Wasted opportunities to heal our wounds. Faking that I am okay with the way I lost you.
Sippin', sippin' and drankin', just drankin' and sippin'. Like what do I gotta do to get motherfuckers to listen. As if that wasn't enough, I just got the news.