As the rain comes down, I wonder. If I've ever been this low. And as I try to find the answer. To why I feel this way, it shows. . That I can't be without you.
Well I'll never, give up again. You know well I'll never, betray myself again. I toss and turn because I can't sleep. Can't concentrate because I can't think.
She's there waiting at the gate painted by the dawn.. She's there waiting at the gates as the velvet night sky is torn.. . She says good morning, I smile and say the same..
I'm stupid you're smarter. I'm stupid thinking there's a way. That this could turn out right. . I'm dreaming you woke up. And I should have known from the start.
Me? It's always me and never seems to go away. Everything I say and do to you is wrong in every way. And I cannot believe anything you say am real. I doing everything I can to prove to you exactly how I feel.
She doesn't see the yellow light falling on Formica table tops. Doesn't recognize the empty chairs in her life. Of all these sad cafes, think she's seen quite a lot.
Accident, I promise you, I did not mean to. Always the same, I'm just that kind that never learns. Never learns. . Everything I touch, breaks and turns to dust.
It's a sadness, it's a crime. Why I wasted so much time. All I've got left is sea of blue. . Holding on I can't let go. If I do the tears will flow. All I could see is a sea of blue.
Open up the door and come in and I take off my coat. Take a good look, take a good look around. Tip toe across the room, but I take my time. 'Cause I'm in no hurry, I've got all night, yeah.
Push it away but it comes back again. You kill your brain but yet it still remains. It found a home underneath your skin. It made a hole so deep within.
Stone spires rise high. Lacerate warmer skies. Iron laced populations. Beneath molten fields. Beneath molten fields.
Here I come with the new style kicking. Just can't help it, 'cause it's so damn wicked. Insane in the brain with a mind like Cujo. Ya better run, 'cause I'm about to get loco.
It was a long time ago. I have learned not to show. But I can still hear you laughing. . I won't come as a friend. I'll never be, so I won't pretend. You will never be forgiven.
If you ever baby. Feel like changing your mind. Don't think twice, just take it easy. Anything you do will please me. Just as long as you see me. . And if you ever baby.
Learn shit the hard way, takin' the wrong way. Always believing the lies they tell. And I've learned my lessons well. . Always the wrong place, always the wrong time.
You say that I am just a dreamer. So kill me if I believe. Maybe I don't need a savior. 'Cause only I can save myself. . Because if you don't believe.
For ten weeks now, number three stood empty. Nobody thought there would be. Family laughter behind the windows. Or a Christmas tree. . Then a couple from up north.
One more time. I tried to find. A way to kill the pain. But still it stayed the same. One more time. I pushed rewind. And instead to move ahead. I went back into my head.
Little acts, little deeds for little minds. I'm a breed, I'm a breed of my own kind. Attitude, gratitude, I let that shit carry me. And do it every day until the muthafuckas bury me.
Speed it up, let me through. Don't waste your time, I'll never be like you. Like this cake, like this hole. Like there's nothing ever been told. . I'm raising hell like a mad machine.