Feel the way I feel, a taste of what's real. You'd wish you could fly away. It always seems to ease the sweet ol' kiss of nicotine. Sunday, I'll quit smoking.
Watching my favorite reality show. Waiting for the commercial to get another Diet Pepsi. I got 5 minutes between two programs, so I'm already wearing my coat.
Am I that scary or are you only indifferent?. Are you ashamed to show me?. Sometimes I know I can be different.. Are you proud of me,. Those nights when I sing at the restaurant,.
I am not gonna make it. I can see the crowd around me. Is getting bigger, and as it is. I'm trying to figure out. Why I feel so isolated. I have my friends.
Lets have a drink. At least find a place to sit. How I enjoy these times. My mind locked on your lips. Im still listening. Im just a little out of it.
The world's not gonna end. I made this promise to me. Repeating to myself 12 times a day. Nobody loves no one, anyway. But someone is still crying. In a corner of my head.
I wont try to argue now. Anyway I feel theres nothing I could say. To ease your mind. Maybe theres nothing exciting outside. But round here Im just wasting my time.
screw me screw you. what's that bullshit all about?. no one gets you. no one cares how much you shout. those bridges have burned. and you were left behind.
I hate you as many as you are!. . Enthroned on the highest chair, a little. Tiny peek at me and then back to your world. Playing for the staff that couldn't care less.
Taking the time that you feel you need to allow your body to settle. Sensing the points of contact that your body has with the ground. . "Where does my body touch the floor and where does it not quite yet release?".
Desire weaves her bliss serene. Watch life's fabric unravel. As the dance, the dance begins. . Stars! Skin!. Stars! Feel how they do tumble,. They tumble down from the great, open void.
I don't want to feel trapped by you. Waiting to unlock the things I want to do.. Waiting, alone, as though you should come. To fill me up, take me home, all good deeds done.
Well I was told when I was six years old that I never could be free. 'Cause God on high, a big man in the sky, was watching down over me.. As a girl I grew up scared of doing things I would've shared,.
So scared, I've been here some time before.. Don't care what happened so long ago.. "Compare and despair" advice that you gave to me.. Seems to be fair. Let it freely be but.
In my mind I see liquid. Honey. Caressing each fold of my skin. . Its soothing compassion. Lovingly rolling. Guides me to where I begin. . The sweetness tells me of days when I was a child.
I am light!. . Gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi swaha. Gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi swaha. Gone, gone beyond. Oh what awakening!. Gone, gone beyond. Swaha!.
Day one, life is fun. Day two, I am new. Day three, I am me. Day four, I adore. Day five, I'm alive. Day six, create the mix. Day seven, I'm in heaven.
No need to be afraid. I've been betrayed, but that was yesterday.. Today doesn't have to be the same cause I can change my ways.. I had a wounded child personality debt. I did forget to collect my regrets..
It's a little girl fantasy:. "Will you marry me, complete me,. Make my life whole?. Will you take good care of me?. Save me, turn my lead into gold?".
Looking out my window, I'm looking for love.. So hard to find it when you need it so much.. Staring at these people all walking alone. True love will find me, I've got.