I found them Sunday morning in a bible by her bed. All laced between the pages full of scriptures Momma read. With each picture I would find a verse that she had underlined.
[Guillory/LaBrie/Sfogli]. . I can't make it out. Was she looking my way. Checking to my right. But no one fit the part. She's messing with my head. But who am I to say.
She's my Innercity Girl..... . (Lyric). She's my Urban live,. She's My city lights, She's My Hood love,. She's the first one I'm thinking of,. She's my innercity Girl..
I tried to pretend that you were fine. And all was okay now. But I couldn't ignore the rapid decline. That's taken you somehow. I watched it slowly take over you.
Like a stranger in the waiting. Her arrogance a sure foot in. Could blow her cover if I warned them. Letting them know she's not who she pretends. . My stomach in knots.
I can't be here. Not a.... One moment longer. My skin feels. It's crawling. Actions appalling. Ratified, Justified. To keep us quiet. Dominion, opinion.
Sometime after five. I don't know what I've done. But I put my car in a drive. And I'm blinded by the sun. . In my rear view mirror. The colors start to fade.
[Guillory/LaBrie]. . I've realized the errors of my ways. I've come to terms that I've gone astray. I'm far from perfect. . I know that I have let you down.
Rehabilitated me. You want me to lie. Free to go out on the streets. My fears in overdrive. I'll stick out as if I'm an alien. Just like that kid that never quite fit in.
Look in the mirror, does it look familiar?. Cannot put my finger, why he kinda looks like me?. Used to like hooking up with you, after waking first thing I'd do.
Know how it came to this. The hit on me his kiss. Stripped of all dignity, the man. . I set him up, he brought me in. Portrayed the goon to trust, befriend.
[Guillory/LaBrie]. . What have you to prove. I honestly don't care. It's all so petty, so petty. I cant get in a word. So go and speak your mind. I hope, your happy, your happy.
Caged in with all the crackheads. Facing my fears all rolled up into one. Waiting seems like forever. It's only the first day, guess hell has begun. Can't find a way out.
You see it - I'm in it. One man freak show. . Walk by me - Excite me. Moving real slow. . Can't accept it, a comical parade. Can't accept it, part of the charade.
I got her call last night. Let me know she had a good time. There is something, it just feels right. I wish it may, I hope that it might. Tired of running the streets alone.
The air's so thick, it blurs my vision. I can't think straight, in this condition. Dim lit hall is stretching further. Not knowing what I might discover.
Father, watch me fall. Witness my mistakes. I have lost it all. I'm about to break. . Before the sound of dawn. I turned my back on you. The life in me was gone.
Feels like rain. Closing in on me again. Can't deny. Angry skies are falling. So farewell. Wish there was some other way. Can't undo, There's no use in trying.
Don't want to lie to you. Don't want to cause you pain. But it's all I ever do. And it's driving me insane. . So how much deeper will I sink. So how much further will I dare to go.
Well, one for all and all for one. And all we want is to have some fun. Oh, squares, beware of our property. Yeah, if you're lookin' to rumble. You're lookin' at me.