Mike was run over by a steamroller last night. My mommy said that he would never come back to me,. 'Cos right now Mike lies splattered all over SS3&. (Chorus).
Inner scars that never heal. Another day in this solitude. This resistance turned prison cell. . Your life is slowly fading. Your life is built upon a lie.
I see you there by the sea. Memorize in black and white films. Conditions improve. Day after day. European man searching for. . Temptation. There (there).
sometimes I wonder what went wrong. do I even belong here at all no. where am I how did I get here. wale me up from this nightmare. I don't deserve this no one does.
Some people say I'm crazy. 'cos I love my baked beans. Some people say it's gonna make me sick some day. Well let me tell you baby. I'll never give up my baked beans.
Immedicable. Irreversible. Lash out. Face my fears they're right before me. Rage envelops this state of mind. . Malignancy. Why is this happening to me?.
So you're ten pounds overweight,. And you can't see your toes;. Your butt's as large as a beach ball,. A fact that everyone knows;. Thighs as large as tree trunks,.
Distorted. Can't recognize or recall. Deformity. Everything's misproportioned. . The more drugs injected. The more sights contorting. Imagination overdose.
When I was a little girl. I used to watch the Smurfs,. it was my favourite cartoon,. My favourite character was Brainy,. he always made me happy,. But now not anymore'.
I see no light. Fade to black. Kiss the cheek then coincide. . Identify then crucify. . Force-feeding your ideals. Coerced against my will. A prophecy the second coming.
Long time no see, did you wear that dress for me?. Is someone else writing you songs?. I need a drink, and I need you to see me like you used to. Like before I introduced you to my shadows.
holding onto emptiness. lock yourself in guilt. self conscienceness mass ignorance. changing once more. . overtake. enraged. controlling the mind. senses destroyed.
Faded thoughts reveal passages of time. Time slips away cannot face this rising hell. Hell awaits the non- believers of old. Old memories of silence scream in through my soul.
One more breath. is one too many. Wither away soon to die. Nothing left of this badly. burned shell. Relinquish my breathing. . Feeling so cold. The silence is deafening.
I'm always struggling to find the best place to start.. I'm always in the in between and where the car is parked,. but then you made yourself clear:. A high court of common low rent judicial peers..
You look into the mirror. The mirror. A distant pale future you fear. The mirror. . Life has failed you for the last time. Existence declining. Chasing something that cannot be.
Fading in the night to end the suffering. The world you've left behind. Adventitious thoughts disclose the path you've chosen. Darkness shows you light?.
Diagnosis terminal. . My life is ending soon I know. This diagnosis terminal. Alone forevermore. Disbelieving. . Terminal. Leads me back into eternity.
Led down the path of darkness. A black trial of despair. Entranced, lost momentarily. Walking on. . End it all. Walk that path again. . Fabricate my existence.
Seven days of worship. Insomnia sets in. Vision is your weakness. A modem to the afterlife. . Cyber Messiah. Linked to your master. Alive but not living.