Been stricken sick. She could be the cure. And I felt quite sure. I opened every door.. It makes me sick; the things I do for you.. The shit that I go through, but I can't make you secure..
Everything used to be so great, until that dreaded day, Forced me the ring and shown me, assured me we'd be ok.. . Then you're true colors began to show, i wanted less you wanted more, Complications rose, not compatible. Escape, Get Out, show you the door..
Honesty always remained a priority. Lest we forget our integrity.. What happened ? Where has it all gone?. So go on - Go on thinking you're teaching me..
Yesterday I found. A note from you. And I broke down. It said how much. I meant to you and how. You wanted to elope with me. I guess we felt the same.
i'm wishing on the last star that burns its last bit of fuel in the sky.. the earth has frozen, but it was cold before then.. i've grown accustomed to freezing fingers and the dark..
Resolute and determined-its the way you've always been.. Don't give up your position and your guaranteed to win.. It's a joke. You're not laughing.. There's one question you're not asking..
i'll trace my steps backwards so far. until all my tears run dry. looking further from what is feared the most. i'll cherish this time i'll face hate.
These aren't the days like you reckoned.. Cyanide is quick-just seven seconds.. Hold it up to the light for a while.. Time seems so hard when you're pressured.
i'll trace my steps backwards so far. until all my tears run dry. looking further from what is feared the most. i'll cherish this time i'll face hate.
ripped in two my heart cries out loud,. "why are you doing this to me?" "oh god, I'm sorry," is my only reply.. I scribble down your name on this blank page that is no longer waiting for my ink.
i'm getting lost in your eyes deep like the ocean. you're the anchor on my leg as i drown in you. i need a word, sometimes smile, i need something,. something to divert my mind.
Depressed. A series of unlawful acts dedicated to you.. Grow up, but don't forget the times we spent.. And now they're gone. You feel the pain.. You're trembling. Oh, not again..
Sixteen. You looked like a photograph.. Pristine. I still recall when I saw you.. And I still see you standing there. Yea I still see you.. That was then. This is now..
dirty hands dirty mind questions lurking deep inside. of regret of remorse. a life can't find it's course. situation overload life lowered to threshold.
Say hello. I'm the idiot who waits outside your window.. Seventeen. An age at which you're balancing the beam.. Introvert: A person just concerned. With his one's own thoughts. I'll tell you what I've learned..
Do you know when breathing was hard. Fell like choked but still in survival. Healed only by the sensation that I will never retry. Hunted by the foolish ones.
the sky comes crashing down. over my heart racing through distress. this perfect enemy, my open wounds. . an undesired end. through what was meant to be.
i'll quench my thirst with the poison you gave me. maybe it will stop the deadly sound. of your sweet voice in my head. should i let myself die,. or turn around to see your beautiful face.
How are you today?. Me-I'm not doin' so well. Been out here lost for days,. In this living hell. I'm not the only one. I've got a friend over there. Starin' at the sun.
the dust clears off the box full of hopeless memories. the master lock looks old and rusted. i should've burned this box along with all the others. forgetting you has been the hardest part and i'm not sure i wish to remember.