Darkness, depression. A wind of thought flows through my mind. With it comes aggression. Peace I cannot find. . I try to control my feelings. I burst out crying.
Yes, Hello, It's me. Some positivity. So turn the mic gain up. Let's force another one. Should I grin and stay hopeful. When we both look to different lights.
Don't use it, if you can't feel it. Don't be it, if you don't see it. . In a world, so full of pain. I can barely say your name. . Don't use it, if you can't feel it.
So much for you, I can't take this life. To be with you only pushes me, deeper down. Guilt pain and sorrow are what haunt me still. Waking tomorrow, will I feel the same?.
Sitting here thinking about what. What everything means to me. Do I want it all?. Can I take it all?. . Sitting here thinking about you. Do I need this jealousy?.
Sitting here in my room. Finding the time to hard to bear. . Walking down the roads of the unbeheld. Walking down the roads of the unbeheld. . Laying here in my coffin.
See me, Feel me, Hear me. You just ruin me. Hate me, Forget me, You don't see me. Come on feel my spite. . See me, Feel, Hear me. You just fuck me. Hate me, Forget me, You don't see me.
Can't you see there's nothing left to do;. Nothing left to say.. Memories of you. Never fade away.. Deception from the start;. A hole inside my heart;.
I see them everywhere. Around me. Talking and laughing. Around me. . Ignoring me like I was nothing. Like I was of pure air. They do not sense. My spiritual loneliness.
I can see, see the signs. I've been waiting here for you. But nothings getting through. I have gone up in the clouds. . Praying I can turn, turn myself around.
Bonebreaker, I think you've been graced. A halo of flies, You can almost taste the flesh. . Call me the crawler, It's just a skill of mine. This is not the hard part, Now leave me alone.
I've been trying my hardest but it's not good enough. I'm back where I started when life was tough on me. There's only so much you can do when it's started.
Deep inside myself I seek for sanctuary. I'm running in my vision and there's no escape. I drag myself through endless voids of lost infinities. I can face the worlds of fearless destinies.
I can stand although my bones are breaking.. Prop me up and see my soul is aching.. Take the dirt upon the ground around me.. Bury me inside the grave I built for you..
Oh, restless horror of my life. I have repelled thy before. But now I fear I am too weak. Too weak to fight thy on. . Time and time again we meet. Never real but all too lethal you are.
I just can't. Figure myself out. Or what's surrounding me. Or what I surround myself with. . A 2 ton fist is pushing me. To the streets again. Looking for relief.
Someone somewhere scorned. Never will forget. Someone somewhere scorned. Never can forget. . Burning, No desire. No friends, Inside my mind. . I'll never change, Yet still you burn.
Creeping up again. Lost myself and it's too late. Killing time again. Waiting for my only fate. . Trapped within the cage. That I've built with my own hands.
I wanna take you to the Garden of Eden. Where they play Duane Eddy not Bert Weedon. Wanna mingle with the riff raff and be a rebel. So echo the bass and turn up the treble.
Silent whisperings. Fills my mind. Because I have. Drowned in my own.... . Tears are flowing. Like a neverending. Stream of. Sadness. . Sad am I. Because my feelings.