may I and may you,. will I say. will you say. and when I beg please. I know you wont. the last time i'll notice. and wonder how are you. take me as I am.
Here is where my ladder grows. Within walking distances of melting ceilings. And hopefully you will see the bright colors like my horizon cut in two. And where have the eyes gone that have watched me this far.
Push it a little further. The tachometer forces the scales to tip. Beauty that is so self consuming. And yet so skin deep there is not much left. . Faster and faster as tires lose traction.
A time will come for this all to set. As the doctor brings in the morphine drip. Plug it in; I will watch it all fade away. And she will say o I look alright before they take me away?.
I tried to remember the day I forgot. I lost reality, my sense of living. . Sharing time , sharing motion. It seems our infinite space has become a bit confining.
I have kept from the path of my destroyers. As sour tongues raise to speak ill nothings. Heated breath activates nervous hairs on the back of my neck.
The winds of change stroke my face. I hear the faint voice of remembrance. Still ringing in my ears. Another day, another year, but no salvation. Your sweet embrace, your breath on my cheek.
lament seeps from between. blood soaked lips. forgiveness for myself never. seemed so distant. my heart still beats and longs. for your presence. (your) silent cries resonate in.
your sickness comes. when you let go from. what we held together. now I see where I went wrong. youl take your last breath. I left drowning in. your eternal voice.
You said this will be the last time. Endless nights I cried and when I awake. You still won be there. My heart is still bleeding. The damage is done, you can do no more.
Can you see all that we have built?. There's nothing that we've done that I would change.. You want to know how I'm doing here?. I think about you every night and day..
I found a letter on my desk that I wrote to myself.. This is what it said - It's hard to believe.... . "To whomever this may concern, stop wasting your time.
I see that behind your eyes you're filled with fear, but you just run away.. You want to sit down, you want to talk nowlet us get beyond this somehow..
A hot air balloon. Is waiting for you.. Climb in the basket. And pull the string.. Lift yourself away. From this troubled state of mind.. The darkest place youve ever been.
Everything's fallen to pieces in my broken life.. Feeling I'm numb to the spirit inside.. . Has my heart changed?. It's beating on its own.. I'm feeling all alone;.
The severed plan has failed us once again.. The seeds of fear have grown too deep.. Our sinking ship will never sail again.. With promises so high to keep..
So this is where it ends.. Two strangers make amends.. I've been angry for too long.. We leave this world behind.. Two bodies will resign.. Wishful thinking takes us far..
He never wanted it this way, but he'd already been paid.. He always said there'd be another day.. Living large, fortune came the easy way.. He always thought that it would stay..
Dear kid, I wrote to say. Another 7 minutes won't go to waste. So, let it take you so deep. In a world of it's own. Where the path shines bright and the stars look over.