My own life's a dream I make believe. A veil of blood ties, a worn out elegy. It wont hurt, it wont hurt anymore. . My dark night, your mood is on the wane.
In this mournful sadness, I feel right at home. I hide my face. From your eyes. I try to carry on. My soul is burned and I've been burned for the last time.
A good day. To watch the world pass you by. Pretend. Theres a friend in the herd. . You ache for the real thing. But its hard to be sure. A shame. So much love had to die.
Depression is calling. Its face has been shown. Direction nowhere. A world painted black. . And when I reach the highest point. It finally crushes me down.
I'm falling endless downwards. Screaming like the filth inside of me. Burning like a fallen god dropped from high above. Dying to be released from it all.
All the pain is mine leave your guilt behind. I'm not dying for you. All my wounds are real and my scars won't heal. A world drenched in blood. . Burn my eyes, I see the world without them.
I wreck your monuments of life I destroy the dreams you build. I twist my arms around your spine 'til your pathetic blood is spilled. Life is not forever but you gave me all your trust.
We all try to catch the beauty, in a world that's mouldering. And we dream of tomorrow, anything to ease this pain. Can you deal with the truth, can you deal with life itself.
Relentless - grief is thy name. Innocence and beauty but the song remains the same. Hatred builds pressure, I'm scorned by the flame. . All our scars we hide inside.
I saw your ugly face again and I despise the way you crawl. You reek of lies and hypocrisy and all your values are so dismal. Always the same you passing judgment and blame cause you're afraid of what you oppose.
Crying I cannot believe the world that I see. Is not for me. Praying please take me home. I'm here all alone and slowly I fade. If you could see my misery.
So I'm fucked up inside more dead than alive. Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes. I kill myself for what it's worth mediocrity is sin.
I feel the heat from the flames. I'm dying the essence of pain. This bitter life has come to an end. My mind is tired my heart is bleeding. I can feel the taste from the nectars of Eden.
Oh, the agony. She wears it well, just like the smell. It fits her perfectly.. She's dressed for sucess but beneath the seems, theres nothing but failure and shattered dreams..
Well every action has a reaction, and you're about to witness the biggest fucking comeback ever.. From your betrayal i've learned a thing or to, if there's a person i can trust it sure isn't you..
Dim the light of human sight cause I fail to see the meaning. My own thoughts are choking me when I try to breathe. I can't control the wicked things planted inside my head.
This time i'm not falling down, this time i'm breaking out.. . Here we are again, loneliness my oldest friend. Who was I to think i could forget you for someone else?.
Spawned of chaos I'm blessed with no pride. 666 is my mission in life. Possessed by the demon that lives in my soul. I'll slow down when I'm six feet below.
Apathy this life is plain boredom. No will to live and I couldn't care the fuck less. It raped all my dreams and distorted my visions. Replaced my joy with sorrow.
Defected perfection another truth so full of lies. Corrosive laughter is all that's left inside my mind. I follow my instincts, I try so hard to understand.