endless voices. shattered thoughts that cloud my head. sleepless nights of agony. wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat. searching for the words to say.
its easy to see. incentive to talk. staring at all. staring at me. where has humanity gone. i feel sick to open my mouth. visions are blurred. glances are exchanged.
malignant cancer of the ecosystem. gnawing at a mother. children she loves. cankered womb and body. nurtures a pathogen. that feeds too much. no respect for life.
My body still clings to life. Only my spirit has died inside.. I pray for death every night. But I keep waking up alive. I cut myself for infliction. And I still spit at my reflection.
eduacation stable career. join the army. become a murderer. kill for god and country. return to be a hero. to tell you the truth. i hope you dont come back.
you killed again today. she was 12 years old. you killed her mother too. when she bent down to help her. and you killed again today. he overdosed on drug.
hands that kill mold illusions of peace. their fucked up psuedo security. destroy to give birth to technology. to quickn the killin of yo and me and him and her.
with all the flaws of technology. we are forced to destroy. to keep with our "needs". but our needs are superficial cause the best things in life are the things that are free.
got a gun. its a real one. should be fun. my fathers gun. a new feeling. load bullets one by one. cold steel in my hand. click click. try me. i visit it every day.
smack!. my head hits the wall. dont know why this is happening to me. a role model for me in this world. "do as i say and not as i do". another slap across my face.
why do you rape my mind. soul body. fine life. my gift. deceased. kill my only pride. die. love in deciet. we live in sadness. silence. good bye. steal my soul.
lying bastards. decieving fuckers. you are a curse. violation. kicked in the head. when i hurt the worse. my body boils with. both anger and confusion.
if i die from a disease. when i die im taking you with me. maybe tomorrow or when im fifty. misanthropic. hate you like i hate me. show no pitty for me.
hey don't turn away. told you i want you here with me. try learning to fly. promise to catch you when you fall out of the sky. trace my fingers 'round that window pane.
I have a secret, but I can't keep it. 'cause it's all about you. And if I tell it, I'll surely regret it. And you'll doubt that it's true. Maybe you'll hate me, laugh and berate me.
I can't take much more of this. the coffee-maker's full of piss. these people treat me like a dog. and all I do is write this song. . (chorus)I'm outta time.
you are so pretty here. that I'm falling behind. oh no not again nevermind. let's go and beg for time. you the picked the wrong disaster. i can't stop this thing from going fast.
Well he's come to rescue you, he's you're knight in shining armor. And I'm left here to play the fool, while you're out with that. Two-time charmer. What you want me to do is run out after you.