I live in the past. I can't move on beyond the pain. I feel no release. I want to find my peace of mind. My fear (come on) - it's holding me stillborn.
imagine to set one fire burn out the infection spread the ruin end the tyrrany. I saw you shut out the light tape the black fabric over your eyes. and this is the way you see there's a war going on insde me.
You don't look hard to find. What's deep in your mind. It's easier to hate than see. Your convictions of stone. You kill off your own. You desperately want to be.
Long ago, a crumbling whole of me was split in two. Spat. forth into darkness and light, like the Birth from the. womb. I live like this in stillborn life. I shed my skin and.
has the light become part of the machinery?. has the hand become part of the disease?. has the body become the unwilling vessel?. hahahaha how simple to peel away the skin and cut away the flesh..
I'm so tired. So tired. Of my fear of the unknown. Do You Know. Do doo do doo doo. Do doo do doo doo doo. Mmmmm hmmmmm. Look to tomorrow. (tomorrow). To show me what I hope for.
...I NEED and it's never-ending.. (who am I? wasted. who am I this time?. I REGRET every moment and I mourn. every piece of memory that I've lived this way.
Send Criss Angel Ringtones to your Cell. Twenty one years of my life to go. Have I lost myself to someone else?. Truth, lie, to live or die. Makes no difference if your never gonna try..
I'm bleeding this time for no reason at all.. I just miss the feeling of losing it all. SO USED TO IT. (I am the cave of life and death and the blood.
(the horizon closed down...). what did you see before the world went dark?. I know I have no home now, (no place to hide).. my home is in your space,.
You've read in it in a book. Seen it on a TV screen. To you it's a nightmare. But to some it's a dream. They think the ness was thicker. Behind the union jack.
...(you're so pale).. the lines of your eyes are weathered.. your broken arms can hold me no longer.. (you're so pale) now I'm falling down faster.. can't see the ground yet, buy I know it's cold and wet..
I see shadows following me, Tripping on the edge of my dreams. Hanging on my fractured. Reality. Suck Sucking me into cold death finality. I see vespers slither on my bed edge,.
nan geu sarami geuripda. . momchwoborin sigyega gomapda. . oneulbamdo nol gidarineun ne mam. . swilsuitge ijeul su itge. . niga obsodo yoksi achimheneun tto.
seething in this red world I am nothing.. thrown to the roadside I carry the death of the desert on my skin.. have you looked into these eyes, feel the cracks in my hands....
I think I'm rotting on the inside.. way down deep inside my soul.... I've built this little coffin that I live in every day.. I peek out every day or so to see those ghosts at play..
denial of something you are the only statue left. let the games begin.... cold and solid your stone is almost stronger than. let the games begin.... I am the child of your emptiness,.
I'm on the move again through fire and ash. I'll burn. myself down, then be born again. I remember the. coldness of being alive. I want you to feel my burning.
Oh, it's so nice to see you all inside my dreamy little world. And it's so nice to be with all you lovely little boys and girls. Make yourself comfortable, my place is so divine.
I want to hate you.. I want to knife you.. I want to kill you.. you made me this.. you ended me this way.. I live in this house in the name of suffering..