Just walk on out the door it's all over. Forgiving you is just a waste of time. I don't believe that I'll live to regret it. 'Cause you're ancient history to this heart of mine.
I live off nothing in this world. Except the thick grey air that chains itself. Swirls all around and engrains itself. Stifles my last hope into sullen despair.
Last night all alone in a barroom met a girl with a drink in her hand. She had ruby red lips and coal black hair and eyes that would tempt any man. Then she came and sat down at my table and as she placed her soft hand in mine.
Outside taking tiny steps. putting pressure on the ice. watch the whiteness spread. then disappear when I move on. careful. cautious steps in heavy boots.
Well, today I'm so weary, today I'm so blue. Sad and broken hearted and it's all because of you. Life was so sweet dear, life was a song. And now you've gone and left me, oh where do I belong?.
You call me out. From this cave. And now I fall out. Into my grave. You lead the way. I? ll walk behind. I? d rather not try. I? d rather be blind.
So this is where the future lies. In a beer gut belly. In a open fly. Brilcremed, acrylic, mindless boys. Punching, kicking, making noise. From the cradle to the city streets.
Planes thrust. Up thru' the pink. Northern sky. In perfect time. Heavy bright. White ships. Glide on grey waters. Stained shades of blue. Past your window.
a sore red. raw red weal. blood red. spread across the sky. stain pouring sadness. into wide open eyes.
Lve is all we need - you said. As you hold me in the confidence of your bed. Tomorrow's turned into today instead!. And I wake each morningfeeling so ashamed.
Lone figure walk beside a restless shore. How much more ?. How much more ?. The world doesn't have to tell me what I need. I know how to fail and how to succeed.
They fuck you up, your mum and dad. They may not mean to but they do. They fill you with the faults they had. And add some extra, just for you. But they were fucked up in their turn.
The spinning turning of the summer earth. has strtched and wound the air. into a tight blue band around. it's swollen girth. . Dizzy and relentless the suffocated streets.
------------------. . You are just atenant here, you say. living in and out of this life. an cheaply as you can.. . I sit here in the darkness. gently.
Watching you walk away. tracing your steps. I pick up the pieces. that things left and said. fighting to catch you but losing my breath. I'm not ready to let go, just yet.
Late april. Late evening. Powder blue sky. cools and fades. to a neutral tone of grey. No hue. No reflections. . Silhouettes. - skeletons of steel. take shape.
They'll kiss you quick. And squeeze you slowly. Fall asleep. Then get up and go. . Thanx very much. I'll see you sometime. Oh - you say. Ah - the pleasure's all mine !!.
Physical shutdown through emotional letdown. Destinedto search through the ruins of jealousy. For some kind of reasoning in love. possessiveness stabs me.
I am the sharpened sword. The cast stond. The words that linger too long in the air. The rumbling silence over the length of a room. The lie that lay between two lovers.