Thinking. Am I making. More mistakes again. Am I ever gonna win. . Chasing. Never reaching. For an open hand. It slaps me where I stand. . I'm still stuck here.
I'm staring into the sun. Waiting for it to fall down. I've collapsed over this madness. My hair has been pulled out. I've tried but to no avail. . Me is resting, I finish.
This Morning. . Rising again why?. to meet the dawn of the day. How did my life come to this now. an empty future filled with memories. Face in the dirt again.
Consume. Defecate. Consume again.. Hollow and empty. Consume.. And this is where we're at.. Running in reverse.. I'll tell you what you need to be through what you own..
I can still hear the fear behind your last gasp. Even above the flat slaps of my thumbs against this desk. You take a moment to rewind in your mind. If only you hadn't opened that hole beneath your nose.
Finally,. Ive found something that,. Completes me,. But how long will.. . You watch it all go by,. As you keep looking to the sky.. . Cause im suffering,.
This is ludicrous speed, what's here and now. And intended to be clear to the senses passes as a blur. Obsession, desire, desire, obsession, I know the answer.
Look in these eyes,. Show how im spending time,. The blind designs,. Follow the red over white.. . I hear,. I taste this,. Whispering misery,. I hear,.
I swear this time is real, I swear this time is real. Stood back and took some copious notes. Observation lent some truth, evaluated where I stand. . Dove into the midst of what I would never want to be.
Between valleys, I drown in deepest seas. I'm on the edge of forever. . Lost in the twilight, collision of darkness and light. A new day dawning, it's time to fight.
Face down today, is this almost over,. Face down this way, i am sticking out,. So lost that im swimming, dementing the cure,. For your glaring and staring..
Follow me, follow me, follow me. . Can you hear me?. Can you see?. There's your enemy, enemy, enemy. Can you hear me?. Can you breathe?. . Cause ya face down.
Mesmerized by the ancient years. Despised leaders, empty but full of fear. ...just let me leave. . Scorched earth was the vision from the beginning to the end.