Deflowered

Every fuckin' day I sacrifice myself. Making up for a dime the company can't afford. A professional button pusher. Craving the most valued resource we have in a single serving.

The Trip

great brick glass arches. my toungue and hips peeling. these swirls of tripped-out lightning. titilate and frighten. and i feel. to be. in a strange daze.

Decay

Just one more high. This life is all I know. Hide in myself. I'm condemned by myself. . I'll decay before my time. Choking upon this guilty deed of mine.

The Rest Of My Days

Different winds of sorrow restrain me. Every time I try to keep my head above. I'm drowning in sadness, tears become a sea. While I'm desperately searching for a key.

Wake Me Up In The Evening

Tell me how long I've been waiting for. a wake-up call late in the evening. Tell me where I've been so many times. Close to the distance here in my sleeping room ....

Rise From Your Nest

In these moments of unlimited grief. There is pain not to be forgotten. Not even joy can throw its light. Over this darkened place. misery gets enjoyable.

The Night I Bore The Maiden's Child

it was to be the strangest night i'd ever know. it was the night i'd bear the maiden's child. and break the spell. and break the line. it would have kept me from my truth until the end of time.

Calm After The Storm

Five hundred and fifteen days and nights later. The generation is still doomed to watch its fate. Flash on a screen, inevitable blinding horizon. On high alert for terror this has to be a dream.

Towards The Oldest Silence

Years ago I saw a waveless ocean. Far and great, beyond everything I knew. Nights were glowing, the days too long. For a young man's dreamland and his fancy-song.

Revolution 21

I sense the presence of an overwhelming fear. Freezing my soul distorts my visions once so clear. . Stagnated inside this frozen personality. Reflecting what the fuck's inside of me?.

Thoughts By A Weary Man's Side

It won't be darker. Everyone told me. It won't be darker. A flowery phrase. Some friends are leaving. They simply go to sleep. And shaking darkness. Slowly ripening.

The Knowing

so much to say. when words seem to say no more. and i'm trying too hard. words never mattered much. anyway. so then..give me silence!. so much to say.

Those Evenings We Yearned

Oh marvellous gale. Did you ever feel lone. When a fairy of gold. Lost her evening tone. We have journeyed through gardens. To an old magic reign. Where our wind-mother danced.

Bonds In Which We Break

Where'd those days go when I thought I knew you?. What happened to the person, I once loved?. Desolate thoughts are all I think of now. It's killing my mind and now I want to kill you.

Resigning From Life

The Hating Tree

do you want to know what this has done to me?. the rage pours down into pools of grieving. oh and your smiles turn to leprosy. turn to sickness spread into your hearts.

The Wind And The Broken Girl

Your days are sleepy. Worn out and pale. Few clouds will disappear out of the blue. You touch the window pane. The rain feels dry. Your fingers kiss my brow out of the blue.

On The Verge Of Tears

Once at night I sat among mortals. Afraid of what the future would bring. Drowning dreams in polluted visions. As I heard the mourning angel sing. . A bloody wing came in sight on the ground.

Beginning's End

A sudden gasp for life, will this be our last?. Will we sit back and watch fate destroy us?. Come and take my hand, we can ride off. And watch the world die as we breathe our last breath.

Hope Springs Eternal

Hope springs eternal in the human being. confront the truth of life. forever to be living in harmony. is it possible or do I fantasize?. . Sense the strength of the mortal man.