is your skin a nervous wreck whatever shape. it's in and this longevity, believe me feels this good. and what for you to worry, I wont bring you down....
in the dark of night I watch the shadows loom. the entity waits in the corners watching my every move. a knock at the door, a break in the waiting, an end to the silence.
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this darkening winter blows across my aching heart. my strength is ebbing, my soul is coming further and further apart. I've never seen a drier season, never known such burning heat.
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I wake into the day upon the dawn of apathy. here in the city of light, I see it all for what it is and then. those eyes, that mouth, that face, that girl, that distant stare.
across the children close, beyond the faces where I hide. in this empty torn up word, this creeping deep inside. this heaven swims into the blue you know I still look up to you.
from a distance I see this cynical world has come to be. . everything that it promised it never would become. from a distance I see the curtains draw to a close.
and every night it begins again... asleep in your eyes, oh sweet Evelyne.. I lay me down on your throne, no gifts left to bring,. my curtains are drawn no wind under your wings..
all speaking tounges and backwards. voices fading through the fire Cthulu loves you Leviathan pulls you. screaming down into the mire. . my windless angel is the only thing inside.
I'm breaking windows in the hollows of your eyes... slip inside your well of souls to drift out with the tides.. The writhing, breathing, ragged holes.
cold, distant light.... in this stale instant I might. . believe I might be one with you. it seems it's all I ever do. . this is pain, this hunger to be.
the sands of waste raced through my fingers on the stone. The shallow remains of all that was and all that's yet to come. I can't awaken from all the dreams I've never had.
The air gets thinner by the minute and I can't breathe any longer. This has lasted long enough. Let me be the blood in your heart. I will be at your side.
We are the faces that are burned in your eyes. Faces of those you left behind. That none can remember. When everything was better for all. Those days we keep in our hearts.
The hope that we hold. Fades in the length of time. The stories we tell. Will never make it through the tide. . Staring in the distance. We can't hold on to this forever.