Walk home. drowning these memories in the rain. Biting my lip. to transfer this pain. . You're gone. and I'm still going through withdrawl. Next time around.
I'm a ghost of a girl that you looked right past. I'm a voice you didn't wanna hear. I'm a page in a book that you read too fast. But I'm still here. .
"Easy Answers". . 16 kid and just in the scene. But you've learned you have to play their games. Sold out through the chemical route because its easier to pass the blame.
Take these promises Ie made. And hold them strong. Don think twice about those things that I did wrong. . Cause I never do something intentionally just hurt you.
I could slip so easily into you. If I let myself go. I could let my wildest dream come true. You never know. How it's gonna wind up in the end. Will we be lovers or not even friends?.
Now we close our eyes,. To stop looking,. To find out what's inside.. Seeing things for not what they are. And what they aren't supposed to be.. And I realize that things will never be the same..
I can almost see it.. That dream I'm dreaming, but. There's a voice inside of my head, tellin'. You'll never reach it. Every step I'm takin'. Every move I make.
Locked down and alienated, confused and complicated. Now it seems you still have my heart. Shot down and unaccepted. Sometimes i get the feeling everything is tearing out my heart.
Baby I don't know know why. you don"t ever listen to me. And know your just leaving me in your misery. Oh yea, but you don't know what the difference is.
i picked up the phone and said hello. when i picked up the phone i didn't know. this girl would be making my world go round. we talked for an hour or two and she said.
I need a aspirin after you. until you left I never knew what my heart was really going through and I never wanna go back but if there's some sick twist of fate. I would rather rest in peace, please do not resusictate..
Hiding in back. And never make a sound. If you don't speak your thoughts they can't be turned around. Cause you lead a targeted youth. Can't find the courage to leave your shell yet..
Did I say something stupid?. There goes one more mistake. Do I bore you with my problems?. Is that why you turn away?. Do you know how hard I tried. To become what you want me to be?.
Sun's goin' down in a shitty little town. Where every night's always the same. I've got a 40 in my pocket as I'm walking down the street. I'm gonna drink till I don't know my name.
It's frightening. How you can see the changes happening. When they move so fast. And lightning. Except the odds are growing. These lonely times will strike me twice.