I feel these limbs are growing cold to numb. Take a good look at what I've become. There's a hole in my chest. And I don't think it's leaving room for anyone.
Your doubts of me are constant reminders. Of why I should stop hoping. It's hard to dream with eyes stitched open. I can feel them pull me under. They can take my sights but they can't take me.
You give me something to talk about. Something to talk about, hey!. I know it's chemicals that make me cling to you, cling to you. And I need a miracle to get away from you, away from you.
I'm hoping you weren't heaven sent. .... Cause only hell knows where you've been. .... Your bills? Composures wearing thin. .... And all your walls are caving in.
This isn't violence this is just a war in my head,. I give it time but it never seems to end.. I feel a fire in the back of my throat,. So let's get covered in flames and play some games with the smoke..
White lights are too bright. I just wanna see a trace or an outline.. Say your name into a mirror three times. Said it three times, said it three times..
I feel you in these walls. You're a cold air creeping in. Chill me to my bones and skin.. I heard you down the hall. But it's vacant when I'm looking in.
You were spoiled rotten and turned stale like all your plans,. My tongue's acquired tolerance for tastes I couldn't stand.. You've been stuck in a rut and a wasteland, drowned in swamps below your feet..
You're a fire,. Burning up in my brain.. You can't be tamed for me.. You struck a match and left me to burn.. It doesn't feel right.. To feel the weight of your world, the weight of your world in my spine..
Two years gone. Came back as some bones and so cynical. This skin don't feel like home. It's all overgrown but you'll never know. Take the mirror from the wall so I can't see myself at all.
Yeah, you've got it all,. But you've got it all wrong.. No, you don't know. You're a poor unfortunate soul.. Oh I know,. You make it seem that you feel whole,.
Don't blame your death. On the shit in your head that you claimed ate you like a virus for days on end.. Watched you decay,. Watched you waste away.. .
I'm the one with the ghosts in my bed,. But they only come alive at night.. Stuck in my sheets an accustomed coffin,. I swear that I'll be fine,. I'll be fine in the daylight..
oh i know. i can feel the shifting in my bones. enclosed are the senses so unknown. i've been changing, falling, fading. there's demons at the door patiently waiting.
I'll face my fear of the evening once I get used to this feeling. I can't sleep. That's when you're torn away from me. While I'm dreaming I feel you leaving.
Don't need to speak. I think we've had enough of each other. Don't make it worse. All we did, all we did was suffer. You were just physical touch, not necessarily love.
Oh my blood. Once was my own. But in one touch. You made it yours. What have you done?. What have you done?. Yeah I know. I went and left you all alone.
I think we were cursed from the start. Second I let you into my heart. Do you think we were speaking in tongues. Or simply not enough?. Do you ever wonder.
I never needed you to be strong. I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs. I never needed pain, I never needed strain. . My love for you is strong enough, you should have known.
This is the place where I sit. This is the part where I love you too much. Is this as hard as it gets?. 'Cause I'm getting tired or pretending I'm tough.