Deja Vu Lyrics - Relapse - Eminem

DMC, we have a mid-30's male found down, unresponsive. 

Possible overdose, substance unknown. 

Pulse is 60 and thready. Respiration's 8. 

He's intubated, and we're baggin' him now. 

Uhh, BP: 90 over palp. Patient is cool, pale, and diuretic. 

Has aspirated. 

Uhh, GSC is 3. We'll update en route. ETA: ten minutes. 

As I, fall deeper into a manic state 

I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait 

Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate 

I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate 

Start off with the NyQuil like "I think I'll just have a taste" 

Couple of sips of that, then I gradually graduate 

To a harder prescription drug called Valium like "Ya that's great" 

I go to just take one and I end up like having eight 

Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate 

Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak 

And you'd think that with all I have at stake, look at my daughter's face 

"Mommy something is wrong with dad I think 

He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me 

Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me 

And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos 

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And he just fell asleep in his car reading Three Musketeers in the rear seat" 

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know 

feels like I been down this road before 

So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me as 

soon as I go home and close the door 

Kinda feels like déjà vu, I wanna get away from this place I do 

But I can't, and I won't, say I try, but I know, that's a lie 

cause I don't, and why I just don't know 

Maybe just a nice cold brew "What's a beer?" 

That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin year 

And that fucker still talks to me he's all I can fuckin hear 

"Marshall come on we'll watch the game, it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers" 

And maybe if I just drink half, I'll be half buzzed for half of the time 

Who's the mastermind behind that little line? 

With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind 

To have another half of glass of wine, sound asinine 

Yeah I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol 

Ouch look out for the wall, aim for the couch I'm 'bout to fall 

I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball 

Shit must've knocked me out, cause I ain't feel the ground at all 

Wow, what the fuck happened last night, where am I? 

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Man, fuck am I hungover and God damn I 

Got a headache, shit half a Vicodin, why can't I? 

"All systems ready for take off please stand by" 

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know 

feels like I been down this road before 

So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me as 

soon as I go home and close the door 

Kinda feels like déjà vu, I wanna get away from this place I do 

But I can't, and I won't, say I try, but I know, that's a lie 

cause I don't, and why I just don't know 

So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahh 

Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high 

Now I need it just not to feel sick, ya I'm getting by 

Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die 

Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof so you use 

There's new rules, it's cool if it's helpin you to get through 

It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze 

What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? 

Now here I am three months later, full blown re-lapse 

"Just get high until the kids get home from school Holmes relax" 

And since I'm, convinced that I'm an insom-niac 

I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps 

Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see 

That's an Amb! en each nap, how many Valium, three? 

And that will average out to about one good hour's, sleep 

Ok so now ya, see, the reason how come, he 

Has taken four years to just put out an album, B 

See me and you we almost had the same outcome, Heath 

Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia, thing 

It was baloney was it the methadone ya, think 

Or the hydrocordone, you hide inside your pornos 

Your VCR tape cases, with you Amb! en CR, great paces to hide 'em ain't it 

So you can lie to Hailie, "I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Alaina" 

Go in the room and shut the bedroom door, and wake up in an ambulance 

They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn 

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know 

feels like I been down this road before 

So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me as 

soon as I go home and close the door 

Kinda feels like déjà vu, I wanna get away from this place I do 

But I can't, and I won't, say I try, but I know, that's a lie 

cause I don't, and why I just don't know