I long to understand you. Complexities: simply a virtue. Of your existence taking hold of me. I dwell upon a thought. That starts as just a thought. Then grows to thoughts of killing me.
it builds up inside. intensifies. contained within never not i. anxiety. ready to explode. i shiver failing to hold it back. reality. drifting away. from conscience on my back.
Well I can't believe what I've done. Unlock the door to my secret place. thrust onto me with arrows to my heart. the inevitable, my soul's ripped apart.
Fight hard, creature's approaching. . to pick out the chosen, wipe out the few. . Shake off, the breath of the breathless. . the needle is poking, promises left untrue.
Your lies have brought me to extinction. your lies have brought me endless pain. why live off misunderstanding. taint what's called.
Feel the rush. Feel the pain. Feel the thrust. Power. . Take my blow. Take my slay. Take my lust. Power. . Use you fear. Use your pain. Use your hate.
Weak Child. Cries Never Heard. Deep Pain. The Kind That's Easily Ignored. . Can't get my thoughts across to tell you. Torture intensifying inside. Dense liquid pain fills my prison cell.
I know I prefer to hurt. it seems to comfort me and burn. I never asked for it - question. I never wanted it to end. . I know that I die gracefully in vain.
I know I prefer to hurt. it seems to comfort me and burn. I never asked for it - question. I never wanted it to end. . I know that I die gracefully in vain.
I know I prefer to hurt. It seems to comfort me and burn. I never asked for it - question.. I never wanted it to end. I know that I die gracefully in vain.
I know I prefer to hurt. it seems to comfort me and burn. I never asked for it - question. I never wanted it to end. . I know that I die gracefully in vain.
I wake to a wasteland. I try to understand. hates me everyone. Satan's got a gun. left with everything. I'm skinned by my own thoughts. raped by every god.
Demons among us. awake upon a. heartfelt emotion. painful erosion. . Obsessed beyond addiction no where to hide. the spiritual afflicition the stupid kind.
I made up those lies. I could not deny. I made Mary cry. She wants him to die. You said you don't care. You said life was fair. You said you don't blame.
take this, you know what i want. you take what you need. i'll give whatever it takes to get you off. you live with no direction. the chains that hold you to the life.
Take my lust, heat, love, pain. . my sin, abuse, force, gain. Sick in your eyes. this is love. sensual heat. take the blade and. cut me deep. boiling blood.
I've kept it bottled up inside. This pain ... unforgivng. The imperfection is much too shy. To dominate me, control me. I see it's much too late. . I bitch from head to toe about this sweet embrace.
Letting things go when all [unidentifiable name] needs is some attention. always saying no when all he needs is some affection. loosing my mind over the way everything in my life is run.
i've changed. i've forgotten problems animosity enraging. i've tried. control was never my possession. to live the way that you do. i was raped of my mind.
I see the way that you're undressing me. The evil in your eyes. Had no idea that you'd ever be. Insane enough to take on me. A closet full of tools to hurt you.