The radio's on. But I'm sittin' in the backyard. The feeling isn't gone. Oh, you know it's going to be so hard. To do what I've got to do. When the rooster next door says "Cock-a-doodle do".
Gone,. The weary and the idle vices we once wore. The stitches and regrets we covered up now torn. See I'm almost home. I'm almost home!. . Home,. The National the Castle that we made our own.
I'm gonna say something you don't want to hear. You can't live up to lies that you have built inside. Your head for all these years. You're gonna cave just like we expected and.
I keep on thinking I'll wake up from this. I can't pretend it's alright (No). I can't take it, no, I can't take it. You went back on every word you said.
I have a hold of everything I've ever wanted. . Will somebody please tell me what to say?. I'm lost for words and I can't seem to find a way. Around the awful truth.
I never made this clear but. I'm tired of waiting for the right moment to appear. I built my life on something not. So stable. And I've been falling ever since I was able to stand.
You're growing up too fast they said. But I don't want to live my life like them. And I just want to think about tonight. Because the past is my ghost.
Are you still standing here watching me sink?. The words are filling this room and suffocating me. You can't keep telling me. What I'm supposed to think.
I never sleep. This pressure hurts my head. The thoughts of feeling like we'll never win. I close my eyes but I'm awake thinking. Will we rise. Or will we sink again?.
If I'm dead and this. Is playing at my funeral. Then to my body I beg. Rest your tired head. . You were exactly who you. Promised you would be. Just rest in peace.
I'm out of places to run. My hands are tied behind my back can I. Bring myself back to life. Tonight got away from me. Tonight got away from me. . So I'll relapse replay the mistakes I have made.
I've been away fighting hard to stay alive. And I don't know when I'll be coming home. (When I'll be coming home). Day after day never ending sleepless nights.
I was never something that you made important. Every time I think of you I can't ignore that I'm. I'm better off without you. You won't get another chance to take it back.
I'm not going roses again. I've gotta detox and hang with my friends. And I'm writing an essay due. And its something that i don't wanna do. And its something that i don't wanna do.
"Consider the lillies of the field". Consider the carnage and massacre. Consider the love and embraces. Consider the hangingred skies. Consider the pain of your enemy.
In the mind of god. The dead sleeping lie. And the little cogs though unmoving. Hover over the turning wheel. All life's a farce. The broken bird is draped over the paths.
So: this Empire is nothing. Before me the green fields are stretched out. The broken body of a cat glows there. And the shimmering flies fall. This Empire is nothing.
Into the menstrual night we'll go. Hey ho hey ho. Into the blue woods we shall go. Hey ho ho. Into the blue woods we shall go. Hey ho hey ho. Beyond the blue gates we shall go.
Mignonne, allons voir si la rose. Qui ce matin avait déclosé. Sa robe de poupre au soleil. A point perdu cette vêprée. Les plis de sa robe pourprée. Et son teint au vôtre pareil.
Around me: I stand on the shore. The waters are black and swirling. I hold a black mirror in my hands. The /swastiked/ winds sweep around me. Their arms the nightbreath sleepwalking.