I'm not comfortable with how we never talk. And I miss you since you went out for that walk. Its been 13 months since May. It still feels like yesterday.
How this feels like a floating. For the physical form you crave. And the gentle reminders. Hovering still the same. . For the curative portion. The dysthymic of bold and blue.
15 months and they would. Drag you from your throne. But you ain't got no place to go. You're the bad one from the day you were born. You can run. I dont think that you can hide.
Ain't seen you in quite awhile.. Seems I forgot how your face looks when you smile.. The interesting you that I gave,. the interesting me that you face..
What hold this has on you?. Heavy shoulder. Your feet tied to the floor. . Your former self would. Hate these fixtures. Of metal wire and wood. . As you lay down in stranger's linen.
And you're finally out. As you draw your first. And the air was cold but. you will never know. . And I tried to find. the heart to hold. But my arm was tired.
Mom and dad parted ways. We were young and got good grades then. Trees in yards meant to climb. We left home and never looked behind. . To feel alone.
Oh my god is it over. Smiling devil on my shoulder. Cut the cord for the leaving. Fatherless for a season. . How we breal long division. I will miss all her children.
And all of these days they pass like water. Should I even tighten the grip of my hand?. I get the sense that we're all chasing after. The same simple thing that I don't understand.
So like your. Father in the face and blood. Terrified and cold. And whispers. The coming of a cleansing flood. For you. . You hide your. Filthy hands from all of us.
Shove me out to see. The sea. The quiet of December. To the deep I turn. . From the wreck I bless. This mess. For what I can remember. Your ghost I burn.
Don't put your faith in my heart. I will only let you down. Don't let your love grow too deep. I don't think I'll be around. There is a curse in my bones.
Take me back. Father's arms. Able still. Now withered gone. . I will never speak your name again. I will never shall we still pretend. Traces of a girl that I once knew.
I'm overwhelmed. She stopped in for a spell. I found her true. Like she had always knew. . She visits me. On Sunday afternoon. A firmament. I welcome to this room.
Broadest road that I can travel. I am drawn by what I see. Spirit living deep inside me. Is fighting to be free. . I'm a homeless man who's trying. (And I do not have a home yet).
Could you map this globe?. With a torment slowly rose. To a fear resigned. Quiet room I hope I find. . Cut me open please. Cut me open please. . With an alter robe.
Dialogue on weather, breeding in the pound. Fateful first-time meeting, life is in the ground. . Icarus they caught you where you tumbled on. Encourage you to dive now the sun is gone.
My demons walk with me. They told me not to leave them alone. I put you on that tree. I tore your heart to pieces. . You swept me off my feet. You gave your heart to me alone.
Should you survive the fall from branches we have climbed and lost yourself in years. the ones we left behind. Should rivers run between your frozen heart and mine and words we spoke so young.
You were set to sail at sea so young,. She was only 17 I'm told,. This is not about assigning blame,. But it was wrong when she left you,. . You were just a boy when she moved on,.