End it all. The hollow voice behind your eyes. Embracing you. To numb the pain and paralyze. When no one cared, I was there,. I held your hand throughout the years.
Ill Have To Go Away ( Saying Goodbye Is Not Easy...). Skylark Composers: Chater & Armand. . Tired yes, I am I thought Id found a home. But life in the city is dark and its dirty.
Rebellion. Malicious hatred for her creators. Resentment in heart and mind. Abandoning the careless swine. A pedophile father, an alcoholic mother. They called her "spawn of the dark one".
Read my lips, I don't care what you say. I might listen but I'll do it my own way. Don't you see it don't mean nothing to me. When all's said and done, I'll stand on my two feet.
My life's scars run so deep. Deep as in before birth. Some things just won't ever change. Feed myself some more pain. . Bad memories of childhood. Corrupting innocence.
New beginning, thrust into our new consciousness. Final ending, all reversing, infinity is uncoiling. How can this be? Unwound eternity. The air is gone, atmosphere evaporated.
I continue to succumb to mundane hospitality. Fabricating pertinent dinner conversation. Fascinating breath pressing drawls. Asking myself why. . Unbelievable, isn't it? The way we twist the words around.
Immedicable. Irreversible. Lash out. Face my fears they're right before me. Rage envelops this state of mind. . Malignancy. Why is this happening to me?.
Who said this wont be perfect?. After all we know whats right. And the sounds of bodies clashing. Enough to make them cry. . You know this cant be perfect.
I curse the day when being open was abandoned. Now my brothers see the weakness in my action. And the way I walk screams defeat. My existence hurts those I love.
The chase is about to come to an end. How does it feel to be awake at this time. And not say a thing whenever you like. . Theres no telling what we'll do for ourselves.
Lets stick together and show them. Youre not an idiot anymore. Well face this all right now. And not flinch one bit. . Clenched fist, eyes rolled back.
Chained to your mistakes and pleas and a life without consequence.. Beg for nothing less than comfort.. Is what I am saying sinking in?. Honestly emotion separates from desperation and i cannot deny it..
I bet my love you. That I can't deny. That that could be such a mistake. Never crossed my mind. . Such a surprise to me. You switching sides. I don't know quite how to respond.
I'm wide awake, I don't feel alive. Take my blood and wait for me to die. Cut me open and slicing my flesh. Look at the eyes that pierce holes in my spine.
I should not this. I must not that. No matter how I act. I must regret. . Its not me. Its not me. I got to play. What others say. . I got to turn it down.
Dark bodies floating in darkness. No sign of light ever given. Imprisoned in a world without a memory. Unconscious or am I conscious?. Cut from the heart I am part of.
Yeah!. And in the end you will be laid to rest where you belong. Bathed in the flames. For your hatred, your ignorance. You're the symbol of masculinity, a true King Kong.
I don't know why I'm writing you. I have nothing to say. I think I feel alone. And very out of place. Why is it when I feel. That things are going to change.