I've been taking abuse and it's senseless. Fist into the wall and it's painless. I've been living the lie that I made me. Live it. Screaming into the mic and I like it.
I feel helpless waiting, could this all be the end?. It's coming down all at once, am I losing you?. . Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on. Into the darkness not knowing at all.
Every time I speak. Wipe away all these tears. Living every day in fear. Finding nothing but empty. . Wide awake and dreaming. Is this what it seems?.
We are to be something here again. We are to play soldiers now, pretend. We are born inside these endless halls of shame. We are jaded by the error-ways of man.