The pain is here to tell me that I'm still alive. The pain is here to tell me that I'm still alive. Alive to fight another day. Alive to reveal and turn the page.
Another memory and I'm asking myself. Why can't I let the past be the past. Once and for all take a hold of the future. And not let it control what I aspire to have.
How much more can you possibly take?. How many battles can you lose in one day?. Who is the source of all your pain. And how do you ever plan to be unrestrained?.
When the odds were stacked against me. I needed someone by my side. And when the world left no place for me. I needed someone by my side. And when the skies crashed down upon me.
To have the thickest skin. And still walk so tall. For years and even now. They pray to watch me fall. Their petty words and ways. Gave me the needed vision.
Straight to your face with the truth. The longer it takes for you to achieve. The faster they want to see you break. It's in their nature to try to destroy.
Some wars must be fought alone. Am I the only one standing in my way?. Am I my own merciless enemy?. Can I stare back looking deep into death's gaze. Can I turn and face myself and the knowledge of what shouldn't be.
I hope I'm alive. To witness your demise. Make you feel my sorrow. Encompass all my pain. That I've felt for years. Dreading each dying day. Hanging by a thread.
Set it off. . I see through bitter eyes. And the fact still remains. I read between your lies. You got beat at your own game. Take a trip with me. For soon I will sin.
Here lies another grudge, another score never settled. For many who lead a life of resentment. filled with foolish pride, that blinds them. Fighting the world but their own progress gets fought.
Today is not the fucking day. I sympathize with their pain. Their negative ways. Giving birth to endless cries and complaints. I'm too close, just boiling with rage.
Sorrow filled days of disease. The faceless shadows arise. The fear once among the lust. Now reflects creation's demise. . So to the idols, wait for impending doom.
If there's one thing in this world that I must do. It will be, prove you wrong. . Make you take back the lies. And bring the truth to the surface. Clean my slate and erase.
Today is not the fucking day. I sympathize with their pain. Their negative ways. Giving birth to endless cries and complaints. I'm too close, just boiling with rage.
Bastard cries. Feeds the fire. The burning desire to rob human life. In this world full of fear of the unknown. Twisting the perception of the weak. Lying to progress.
Am I supposed to be sorry, my words struck a nerve. Am I supposed to be sorry that I lift dust where my footsteps once were. Maybe I'm supposed to care for grand ideas never expressed.
Chaos A.D.. Tanks on the streets. Confronting police. Bleeding the plebes. Raging crowd. Burning cars. Bloodshed stars. Who'll be alive?. . Chaos A.D..
Drifting by the heavens unscarred.. Yet unhealed before a bleeding cross.. Thrown into the ash.. Crumbling.. . I've been crossed.. Like the lies on a clocks face..
You want to see me fail. You won't get your chance. (You want to see me fail). You won't get your chance. (You want to see me fail). You'll never get your chance.
I know your fear of loss. And your struggles with faith. And how it takes all that you have to face the day. The virtues you possess now bring you to eternal pain.