No one hears what - what you have to say. No one is there - there for you. But I've got music and I've got friends. Both always by my side. Convictions instilled in me.
Running from everything that you've ever known.. Nothings adding up, never been this low.. About time to start picking up pieces, and think about reasons of why you ended up here..
My friends are dying. They're struck down by disease. A family built on lies. Now none of them even know me. Through the crowds I walk. But still I'm left alone.
So you're gonna tell me what's harcore. Pass judgement on me and distort my words. I fucking gave my life to this. . I talk too much, I contradict myself.
A reality check. . Keep listening to that garbage. And calling it this. Begging for acceptance. You make me sick. . It's all I see. Heartless, worthless.
Late nights at the speed of my life. This is how it was meant for me. . Deep roots. Deep rooted. Deep rooted. Deep, deep roots. There has never been another plan for me.
You're so fucking quick, to lend a hand, to take my side.. Now what do you know about me?. Just want to be a part of everything.. And I don't need your help, I'll do this shit myself..
I'll never forget the first time I saw Zero Tolerance or the day I got a dubbed "Victim in Pain" cassette with "Don't Forget the Struggle..." on the other side. Not to much has changed in me since then. Maybe it's me that's stuck but that's fine with me..
Lost in your. . Simple mind- not me. Follow blind- not me. Fall in line- not me. . Quick to change- not me. Know everything- not me. Caught in between- not me.
I saw myself in you. All of you. But that glimmer of hope. You shut it down. Same old story. A taste of glory. Can you face yourself. After you face the crowd?.
I've done my best, my best to prove. That I never needed you. Since that day you threw me away. I haven't asked you for a thing. I found the road to forget those times.
Dirty deeds, keep calling me. The bad signs, never kept me away. Built up these walls, fuck them all. I tried to change, I'm exactly the same. . Tried to beat it, the walls were too strong.
Being crossed out by those closest to you cuts so deep and causes a pain that you never thought could exist. Don't let it destroy you.. . Without mercy, it strikes..
From nowhere I first saw your face.. You knew everyone, everything.. You thought you were above us all.. Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance..
Are we alive. Is death by my side. . I hear the sirens, see flashing lights. Every step I take, death is by my side. Watch us wither, burn both ends. Bury your hopes, and hold your breath.
This is all that I've got. My only hope - my hope. This is my truth - my truth. Everything I believe. I found in you. All I'll never turn away. from all that you gave.
You think you fucking know me,. But you don't know a fucking thing.. So much bullshit, it surrounds me,. It won't affect the way I live.. Trouble has always been there, always been by my side..
keep on pretending. an artificial trick. spread magis sparks. enjoy this happy hour. . brighten your wrinkled face. hope you won't get tired of smiling.
bleed.... silent are tombs of our youth. as we lay here exhausted. with pictures of long lost friends. embraced by cold loneliness. . I yearn for a breath.
an empty space escapade. for blind dates' amateurs. spinnin' round & iced planets. direction still uncertain. . this honeymoon in hell. dare-devils furious joyride.