Conviction was your shelter. Boarded up, rejected, left behind. To lower life where aimless spirits die. Suffer your indifference. Tie that troubled stone around your neck.
There is a fire in me. I feel its burn within my flesh. Returning back. With every vacancy of breath. No compromise. There is no blade to bring me down.
There you stood in disbelief. Trying all you could to see through these lies. And every word that I could breathe. Would you find more inclined to leave.
Where is the inception of digression in a human life?. When is the answer just a bright light?. Who am I in shamelessly defining all the wrong and right?.
We lay face down in pale solitude. To save face, we pulled our walls in front of you. To the same place where we danced in front of you. We fell from grace and watched the hope fall from your face.
So now you're suffering the fallacy of what you said. When you uncover the depression from where you've tread. Breathe over the glass you wrote on. Swallow all that you waste your throat on.
You've got a lot of nerve and. I've got a lot of fingers to point. While you were busy building knowledge. I was already right. I know a voice like yours is not a weapon at all.
I cast my heart unto the beast. Unto my sin. I would never find my faith in this belief unseen again. The solitude of youth. My conscience wearing thin.
It's buried deep within the past and I. Hope it doesn't last. (It's something I already chase, I already chase). I try to give it all away, but it's never going to fade.
Born from the fire clean, crawling in the dirt like war. 5 years, my mother gave a voice for war.. 10, I was dead, born again with eyes for war. By 15, hate was the name of my war.
One more day. This time I'll bite the bullet. Let me stay. And set this life ablaze. . Give myself to compromise. And let the hammer fall. From blackened eyes to broken ties.
I suffocate.. Reality is tearing my life away.. All in vain.. I'm taking my pride into the grave.. . What a fine line we walk with our eyes closed.. Giving our worst as first like we don't know..
Don't leave us. They said that you had gone astray. Don't lead us. Away from the light. . We stood behind the veil and watched you walk away from us. You shattered all our dreams in one fatal mistake.
It all starts here with my disgrace. I give you my life then I run in haste. In this false life something needs to give. . Tell me a reason why this isn't treason.
So now you try but the blade is primed. To just cut you down again. To no avail, this fix divine. Was wrought to do you in. . Seemingly endless, beckoning debt, beckoning debt.
When the calling comes for the rest of us. Let me help you decide. But there is not much sympathy left to give. For the deserted mind. I have the same fear tearing the plot in two.
Play dead again. It just might stop before the end.. If I pretend you may not see the pain I'm in.. So close to me, can't tell what I'm supposed to be..
These quiet words, they carry me away. Returning. They keep coming back. In idle thoughts and hollow cutaways. Disarm me. No will to attack. . Though the sorrow and fear they may depart you today.
A black heart in an empty shell where the desperation laid waste- I am you. A blank page in an unknown book and the opposition you face. I am the endless scar, the broken hope, the gaping hole in your faith- I am you.