One morning I woke up,. Realized I've been betrayed. Shadows of yesterday. Fill my mind as I drift away. No matter what's ahead.. I'll face the death.
Now there's no denying. Veiled in grey no more. The time has come to see. You've already fallen too deep. . To rise again, would never be the same. Long gone, the days nightfall upon you.
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away. Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine.
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth. No pretension, execution, live and learn. Rape and turn. Fret not family, nor pre-judged army. This is for me, and me only, cowards only.
As a child I was given the gift to entertain you. But through blood I inherited a life that could destroy you. I drink all day. I smoke all day. I've done it all but tap.
Land of enchantment and fake reality. Where they put in vitro breeding machines. On the cover of a magazine. Trailer trash and human freaks. They grab their minute of fame.
Death on two legs and onward!. . The gestation has now mutated into what looks like a human. It displays intellect and understands reproduction. . We should have stopped it before it got this far.
what a lie to be insane in a crowd that you have seen scared. i'm drowning into reality of imagining. where i am, trapped inside my worst nightmares. this might never end (never ends).
got tired while trying to ruin you in me. does it hurt as much as i feel that i've been feeling. and i know its something hard to forget. maybe killing is what you asking for.
When Jason was at the table. I kept on seeing him look at me when he was with that other girl. Do you think he was just doing that to make me jealous?.
Bearing westward, hell-bound on Old 66. I'm out for answers, wind up with just bloody kicks. A pocket Jesus to light your path. A techno-messiah, enraptured crash.
Bearing westward, hell-bound on Old 66. I'm out for answers, wind up with just bloody kicks. A pocket Jesus to light your path. A techno-messiah, enraptured crash.
I've got two choices.. I either actually go through with it, or I say,. "you know what, I'm too scared right now,. I.. I don't want to do it.". . If I go through with it I die,.
I've lied to myself.. . And you can't bare to see what I'm gonna be. All I know is that I'm lost in this sea of beliefs. That you've made for me. You weren't there for me,.
This is hell. I'm positive, I can tell. Because I've seen the real world. And this place isn't as dark. . But where are your faces?. Talk to me, we were born with lips to speak..
Follow me. Keep your horizon in hand. And a foot on the solid ground. Half asleep. Can I step backward with my loose ends. And move forward with my pretense?.