You are the tightrope,. That is strung about my neck.. The hope of failed wishes,. That haunts and dwells upon the grounds.. . And may the pain help me to see.
Are my hands not black?. Black with the filth of this ageless denial?. From the first birthing breath, to the stillness of death. The light of the "right" has been deceived.
Aside from the memories. This life and curse has failed us.. Dreams lost to the greyest light. Awoke screaming with bloodless eyes.. . So end it now,.
You need to get out of my sight. A lonely heart can beat. You're too dangerous. A lonely heart can bleed. . I cannot stand it, to be enclosed and isolated.
I See You Walkin'. Around With Your Back Turned To Me. I've Tried Everything. I Can But. Words Can't Break Free. OH MY MY. You Get In My Head. You're In My Head.
Drifting crowds, of strange dark face. Like windswept grains of sand. These shuffling feet, so out of place. In an undiscovered land. Out of time, the old facades.
Silence, without exception. Not one soul would I tell. of the disastrous expedition. to the church on Federal Hill. . I lose myself in research. at the library downtown.
Lost in my art, by my passions I'm consumed. Shut away from the world outside. My home this lonely attic room. . Outside my window, the great unknown.
Chapter I: Dark Whispers. . Standing in its shadow, the old temple shows its age. Desolation and decay hang like a pall about the place. The vacant gothic structure,.
Midnight, August eighth, rain on the roof. Harbinger of the great storm to come. I feel it, I know it. when I see the lightning strikes. I fear my time is short.
I hear it whisper, feel it tugging at my will. This connection that's between us, getting stronger still. In bed I lie awake afraid to close my eyes. I tell myself it's alright to believe the lies.
The morning paper brings me dread. I can't believe the things I read. Power outage on Federal Hill. Strange things afoot, my heart is still. . Fear, spreading, growing strong.
Discovery of the darkest kind. Outside our world of space and time. Down the rabbit hole I go. Things human minds should never know. . Eyes now wide open.
Verse 1:. I wanted to (tell you). I wish you know how I felt. broken down again. These thoughts of you. just fade away. aren't you ashamed?. well it's not going to change!.
You cut my skin just to watch me heal. You make me hurt just to tell me not to feel. You're so cold. You let me in just to throw me out. You point the way just to choose another route.
VENI VIDI VICI. . Deceiver - believer - unstoppable born to deliver. Controller - deep roller - untamable need to be bolder. I'm gonna let you be - I'm gonna let you see - undoubtable.
My life my love, my hate for society. My inner thoughts, my lack of sobriety. My pain my fear, my immovability. My end is near, no responsibility. . Feed me - force me - take me higher.
Another face turns red again - another crime by a familiar hand. Another life is thrown away - another action not meant to be. Another hope for life is dead - another monster under the bed.
Give me a reason to believe or show me something to see. Give me an hour of truth or I got somewhere else to be. Give me a person who is real not a fucking fantasy.
You say you got it figured out until the end of time. That you got someone looking out for you. Well let me tell you there ain't no one watching over your life.