Where am I?. Who am I?. Trade me for apathy. . My flame is fading away. My fear is increasing. My patience fleeting from me. Faith is far out of my reach.
For aeons the "worms" have been pursuing but one target: imortality.. But this phantasm, thanks to thee, fulfilled never ever shall be.. . Praised thou shalt be.
you have broken my very confidence.. now I'm cast out, depraved, a hallow shell.. You have raped my innocence and thus. turned my life into a living hell..
"But see, amid the mimic rout. A crawling shape intrude!. A blood-red thing that writhes from out. The scenic solitude!. It writhes! - It writhes! - with mortal pangs.
Thunder and Lightning are roaring around.. The sky turns black and the night's falling down.. We're looking up to the brightly shining stars.. They're guiding are ways throughout all the wars..
A look in the dark - nothing - and yet everything, a shadow-world full of veiled silhouettes,. the nightfall swallows my silent cry.. Within my heart there's a weak rearing.
Gracefully looking up to your idols,. you get fulfillment in emulating them. Their seeming philosophy of life. more and more becomes a part of you. Decadent behaviour and hypocritical laughter,.
Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me,. I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life.. The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell.
Surrounded by quietness and silence,. you look into the face of that creature which once gave delight.. It seems to you unreal and slowly blurring inside the mirror of life..
Puzzled and confused about this mistery called life.. Can you tell me why all this is happening?. Everything around us is building up.. Just to collapse in half the time it was constructed..
Years have passed away - still his soul's condemned.. Haunted by remembrance ever till the end.. Blood on his hands. he can't wash away.. . Marching through the fields of death..
Many fucking disappointments I experienced in my worthless life. Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse. So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me.
The day is facing its end and the night rises from the foggy valleys.. The wind rushes through the tops of the swaying trees. to lose itself in the vastness of the eternal horizon..
"human dreams - such a fruitful place to plant the seeds of terror.". . child i arise. in your dreams. as a creature - of dread. as a demon - or a wicked witch.
"human dreams - such a fruitful place to plant the seeds of terror.". . child i arise. in your dreams. as a creature - of dread. as a demon - or a wicked witch.