swallow my lies. as I obscure my emotions.. why must I contset myself.. always against myself. embody another likeness.. death of true spirit. reflection brings question..
In darkness, they fall asleep, waiting to be devoured.. Grieving like the rest of men who have no hope.. They search for peace in the midst of a storm..
this love built up inside me I thought would last always. once burning wildly now being doused with pain no sympathy could. ever remove your scars laid upon me how could you move on so fast.
Why do I get so upset?. Letting feelings dictate what is right.. Letting emotions take control,. letting emotions consume my thoughts and my actions..
A system that's motivated me to judge and hate,. I see differences and know you two people will never be the same. I tried to change the habits forced on me,.
As I walk through this valley of death,. fear does not hold a grip on me,. for your sake, we face death all day long,. and by your hand, you help us understand,.
As I walk through this valley of death,. fear does not hold a grip on me.. For your sake we face death,. all day long,. and by your hand,. you help us understand..
born into the plan of making me. believe or making me decieve in the faith. I was raised twisting their devoted goals. by bending true history slowly slipping away,.
Lost living for this world,. taking chances with my life,. out of control.. Surrounded by darkness,. living in sin.. Substance abuse,. destruction the toll..
Time has come.. Time to confront what I have fought with so long.. I have to fight, not conform to myself.. Conform to this world, give into my sin,. only to fall again..
I feel I am falling,. from grips of righteousness.. Trapped in sin, there's no way out.. I am weak, the walls keep building.. I feel so helpless, I feel so all alone..
Your voices came through the wall,. my ears heard every word that was said.. I sit here with my tears,. knowing tomorrow you won't be here,. and I sit, alone with myself,.
through the gloomy night. the silent shadows. reach out in the cold. and teares the dawn away. my seamless mind. hears the sound. of thousand voices. whispers my name.
Will I stand till the end of time,. lifting up my voice,. shouting to this world.. . Proclaiming what is His,. and what He has done.. Fighting the battles within,.
Cancer inside, in this state. Metastases everywhere. Beyond the normal life like it's presented. there is rotting shit and we're lost. We are blind. .
This is a test that I must endure.. A trial which I must preserver.. A chance to let faith come to life,. and let my deeds back up my words.. They will point to my love,.
the fire of the endless youth. bleeds in the depth of my heart. running in a dream of dying silence. in a cold and deep, frozen sea. . the silent the cold and the deep.
Risen from the dark. I don't recognize where the hell I am. Flash in front of my eyes. Running through the rain. I don't know where. . Whisper of insanity.
You call me close-minded,. yet you're not listening.. I give you my hand,. but you push me away.. I'm just trying to help you,. to show you the truth..