Wake up my lover, shaker her off like a stick. Hung over, tired and shaky, head two feet thick. Half past noon I got up out of bed. Ran to the freezer to cool off my head.
I'm jailed within. The cell I'm in. And once again. You're on my mind. Trapped inside. The days go by. I wonder why. You're on my mind. I count the days.
Unseen wounds fade to the surface. Agony I cannot stand. You don't know what I feel inside these eyes. Staring through your shallow body into the lies.
You may never know. What this all will mean to me. In our minds. We create our own reality. . BRUSHING PAST AS WORLDS COLLIDE! [?]. THE COLORING OF SPACE IN TIME! [?].
Fighting to control my mind. But tragedy is all I find. . The panic builds up from deep within. The subconscious mind. Always thought that the pain would end.
Impermanence is always swift. Treasures of this world are fleeting. Our eyes blinded from the gift. Within the way there lies the meaning. . All natures are pure.
Stop searching the sky for answers. Black girlfriends avenge, black girlfriends. My greatest gift is the lie we are given. . This is the price you pay.
Here I go again. A vicious cycle without end. Seeking distance for security. Desperate act to remain free. . A balance point cannot be found. This whole thing will come crashing down.
Sworn, I would not return here. Now that has proved untrue. I don't know why?. I hold this deep inside me. And I'll let no one through. . Defy me, deny me.
Anticipation of a reward so pleasing. Inhibitions ensnaring me like shackles. Unrelenting urge to quench, to gratify. All consuming senses of the primitive.
Guilt will twist the blade. Everyday the knife cuts deeper. How much more of this can you take. Your fake smile fades. Your public face has cracked and broken.
Stagnation, motionless air. A shroud cast over understanding. Gasping to inhale the manna of life. But still you decay. . So wake up and strengthen what you have.
We've come through some tough times. But we've come through them together,. All of us from every race, every religion and ethnic background.. All that we've done and all that we mean to do.
Can I prevent this loss and pain to hasten my release. Or am I damned to existence alone. Sear me child, let this pain set me free again. With broken promise, never know what this life could bring.
Intimidation, I stand before you now. Hold my crown, you won't strike me down. A validation of all the blood I spill. Survival of my will. . There's nothing left to say.
I'll not want for longing,. it causes heartache yet this singularity burns just the same. Hope for ash of memory, this is pure agony. Eyes, they are too blind to see, this is pure agony.
Tucked in the woods. Near North Chicago. Early November. Commences our saga. Two loved in silence. For fear of corruption. Then fate chimed in. With an evil grin and a mighty interruption.
Abandon this search for an ultimate reality. Your words only used to conceal the true meaning. Never speaking from the heart. As you've built a wall of lies, silence falls.