You brought existence. To what I never thought could be. A world where eternity finds description. I followed a dream only to be left in reality. You reminded me of the unexplainable.
i laid the night before me. unraveled that tangles of my heart. all i felt was stale hollow air. these streams of uncertainty. they are all collapsing upon my mind.
We are all comatose. We are overfed and. . under undernourished, yearning for something more.. Never starving yet. . never quite satisfied.. Carnal but without useful flesh or mind..
I cannot make it without You. All my efforts have failed. So that I will cry out in the need of You. Restore the strength of my Dependence. Send me through the fire.
This world was never worthy. But how can I call it the unfaithful. Every promise was fulfilled. . As decay crawled from it's throat. Like the dead rising from an open grave.
All these moments of pain. Must add up to something. Our bodies have been trained to keep it all in. But our hearts still hold on. . Some say to release it, forget about your past.
I fought who I am inside. Until I wanted, I wanted to die. Instead of finding balance I found hatred. Consumed by failures and ignoring my own strengths.
All along it was me who changed. Morning now waits for me. All along it was me. Morning now waits. Morning now waits for me. . What I have to gain does not matter.
We're born helpless. But guided by humanity. What was compassion?. Soon controls the way we think. . Familiarity has left me desitized. And inanity keeps deception disguised.
Like a swarm of flies colliding with a moving windshield. So are our lives on this never-ending road. I have left behind my mark only to be later washed away.
I have traveled so far to find so little. meaning in tragedy or tragedy. in the search for meaning. dark clouds have lead me here. confined freedom. guides us to security.
Can we die to live another day?. How could we lose sight. Of what matters most. Trying to love. What cannot love us back. All we have is not worth living for.
how could i ever go back.... back to the life. where i lived amongst the dead. those who have forgotten how to feel. and become slaves to memory. and wishful thinking.
I never wanted. And I never cared before. . I never wanted. And I never cared before. Take it back. This is a new day. . I never wanted. And I never cared before.
Yeahoh. . I've looked straight into your eyes. And turned my head for the last time. Because I was scared to leave these walls in ruin. Like the fate of those who trust in themselves.
If I have been kept alive for one reason,. It's to declare that apart from you I can do nothing. Though discouraged by my failure. I remember who I used to be.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory. I saw your heart as it overtook me. we tried so hard to understand and reason. but in that one moment i gave my heart away.
i've watched them build. upon these empty hearts. false hopes of lossless paradise. gathering together. the dead hearts beat as one. stillborn comfort feeding lies.
The sound of silent voices surveying my thoughts. Regularity defining perfection. Neither sorrow nor contentment. Whispering emptiness.. . Frail words collapse.
Exhausted beyond repair. Stripped of all I had. Forced to die inside. Forced to die. Now I breathe a renewed Life. I is now I see without my eyes. Remind me of my need for You.