As we plunged into the inferno of life,. this is the real hell and paradise is only an utopia.. . [CHORUS:]. A debt of honour on the verge of madness, in my heart of hearts..
Hoping for a vision, think of all the dreams you have lost,. your actions will resound forever in eternity,. can anyone listen to your heartrending lament this last time..
Destroyed monuments and strange sounds,. a frightening sunbeam overshadow the screams of despair,. roaming at the endless plains of grief,. hiding from a world so cruel searching for the light..
With borrowed smiles and masks,. selling values and frightening. spirits which had nothing to give you.. I want to know if you live or if you are dead..
A tortured soul, this fear preyed upon my mind,. how I wish to get away from this ill-fated circle of hallucinations,. . It's beyond my comprehension,.
I thought you were my friend, I was trying to find myself,. in pieces so lonely and desperate.. . You hurt me, I'm a fool and now I understand,. dark person punished my soul so bad..
Crawling across the sea of time. Fear and pain it's all I feel. Exorcise the dark shadows that haunting me. Asking for questions that cannot be answered.
Full of superficial words,. anxious to find the real essence of the human nature.. . Love, hate, colours, feelings, bitterness, anger, disappointment,.
Cold winter night. Between sheets and ceiling bed and floor. I took the sharpest knife. In my drawer and went for the kill. And as you doubled over. Reeling from the cut.
Youe gone now. More or less. For the rest of the summer. Three long months. And today is the first day. I stayed in bed. Shades down and covers up. . And I miss the smallest of things.
Just say the words and I on a scenic drive to you. Through open roads, no passing zones, construction workers.. Speeding through the night just to lie with you.
One more time, here one for the books. It not your average anthem song. In fact it quite the opposite Ie got one last thing to say. Ie got to get this off my chest.
I wanted to see mars tonight. But settled instead for your rain streaked windshield. I opened up the sunroof to let the rain come in. To mask my tears.
Walking in after a 3 day wait. And a 20 minute drive. It feels like forever. And at least a day or two. Since Ie been in your arms. . It 3am and youe been up since 12.
Freshly shaven face, splash on the good cologne. Fresh sheets and socks cause you never know. Breath mints in your pocket, wallet's full of bills. You're ready for tonight, dressed to kill or be killed.
Youe a face Il quickly be forgetting. An enigma I never figured out. . And though I said I never leave I lied.. I sure youl live. How much do I matter anyways?.
One more hour to go today. Then 14 left till I come back. Tomorrow. And 8 of those. Il sleep away. Leaves me 6 to relax and enjoy. Such is the life of the hourly worker.
Amidst the rows of fast food stores. And tattoo parlors. There a crowded little record store. And a band is playing tonight upstairs. . Its Friday night 5 bucks at the door.
Look out your window, Il drive you home. Clasp your knees up to your chin. Pretend to stare at anything. . Rev the engine, stomp the brakes. Turn the radio off as my heart breaks.