This time you couldn't walk away from me. This time there was nowhere you could hide. This time I wanted all the answers. This time I really thought I was prepared.
Too much time has gone by. Take a look back on that life. I see your eyes, I see myself. And I can't look back on that life. . Forced to listen forced to learn.
I was awake, alone, afraid, confused. The only love I knew, the only love I knew. You were the only love I knew and I was afraid. . Scars don't heal. When they grow on the inside.
I lay here silent, how do I tell her. How far away I feel. With every breath she tries to hold tighter. But far away is all I feel. . You needed a hand and I tried to be that hand.
I feel ugly, I'm so tired. Trying to make it all make more sense. I ask you to hold me. Hold me like never before. . I might break. I don't know how much more I can take.
Wasting time on my own thoughts. Pulling me in so deep. Thoughts of you in our little world. It makes me cold, it makes me weak. . I self destructed, I reconstructed.
Call me temptress.. Call me a whore.. That's just a price tag.. I'm not for sale.. Don't be so obvious,. It's so unattractive,. You know.. . You're singing in you sleep..
I'm in line for the murder. First come fist served. You aim for across the hall, your vision blurred. is this what you want from me, to hear me scream?.
Like an animal senses fear. Chills up my spine. I know you're here. It's been so long. So what did you expect?. . I know where you've been. And I disrespect, I feel sickened.
I feel so different now. It all feels so different now. . I had you in my life once. I had that feeling of the real thing once. But now you're gone. And that's all gone.
I'm in line for the murder. First come fist served. You aim for across the hall, your vision blurred. is this what you want from me, to hear me scream?.
It's only sometimes I feel this alone.. It's not the worst times that scare me the most.. Living a dream is running away from conscience. Just seconds away..
Love is what we got. A terrible mistake. This bedroom is caught on fire. And killed. Two birds with one stone. A terrible love song. You sang it so sweet.