One At A Time

What makes you think you deserve the sediment of my truth?. You should expect me to be so honest.. I owe you nothing, no blue prints for growth.. I can barely begin to tackle myself..

On Their Behalf

Desperation, you've tempted me on. Too many times for me to. Turn my back on you again. I lust for your gift to ease the pain. For us all. . Accept the fact that their death.

On Being A Bastard

Farewell friend, until tomorrow. Where you are still nitpicking our diets and names. The potential is still there. Yet it's somehow unexpected. . I'll show you courage if you show me responsibility.

My Love For Extremes

He took on a shade of green long ago.. and many a fool along the way have been lost to this.. i know you can't afford to be wrong. and we can't either..

Measured In Gray

I'm listening but I can't believe the arrogance. I'm constantly bombarded with. If I were a lazy man I could swallow the debt you put us in. But now I fear that maybe I can't roll with these punches.

Jesus In The Year 2000 / Next On The Shit List

Out of the way, John's coming through. And you're next on the shit list. In memory of the man who taught me how to live. When the chips were down and the barrel was loaded.

I Took A Year

I never considered that I chose to stay numb over tears. I forgot myself to keep momentum. I took a year and stretched it ten fold. But today I live, I live it down.

I Am Not The First

Heartbreaker

Hey fellas, have you heard the news?. That Annie's back in town. Won't take long, just watch and see. How the fellas lay their money down. . Her style is new but the face is the same.

Have Patience

I come from rock that came from nothing. I come from dead to copulate and condescend. So here I scream in coincidence. . And there you listen without hearing a word.

Grain Of Salt

So shallow, not even an infant. Could drown within this compassion. But I feel as if I've drowned just the same. But rather from my ignorance. That unconditional love might exist.

Subsurface

GoOdByE to my liFe. of a BrokEn man. a WoRld oF ColLapse. buRNt To aSHeS!. alL I'vE Done. wAs in vain!. this stinGiNg pain. sTAmpInG ME!. . wOuld YOu lIke to feel liKE ShIT?.

For All You Are

Glance to break you away from her. A bond you sanctioned by sound. And honored with a lack of penetration. Eating daisies and licking roses. . The bitter fruits of bickering politicians.

Every Reason To

Ive never since felt life as dry as it was inside you. Ive tasted plenty and it only made me gag. I wanted more, now I have it all without you. If I could have only left without that thought.

Reborn In Hell

arE yOU sCaRED? THis iS not eNOuGH. sEE SHAKIng EYes, Hear thE bIttER LAUgH. OvERlOaDed vaLVE for a hearT tHaT stEAMs. cAn't TakE thE preSsure,. I caN Feel it BUrStInG AT THE SEamS.

Did It Pay The Rent

Did it pay the rent?. Did it bring her back?. Did it win the race?. . Was it worth the price of becoming his whore and her yours?. But you just wanted her back, she is yours, she was only on loan.

Not Dead

it's alwayS The same...quITe AnD daRK. my Sleep iS CARring Me tHRough ThE NigHt. unTIl thE daY awaKeS. bUt theRe ArE tHInGs in mY HeAD. liKe An unBIDDEn Guest stEAling INtO.

Hysteria

leT's go!. . i Fade. caUsE notHinG's rEal. anD EverytHiNg's A fuCkinG fake. i BeLieveD. woRd by WoRd yoU'VE wHIsperEd Me. selflEsS. RECrUAted for The mASs.

Cut To Length

Doomed plans of safety surface. Between showcases of failed poetry. Your bullshit liberal declaration of pedophile immunity. Yet you wear it like a badge of wealth.

Die For Me

diE! diE! dIe for ME!. dIe! DIe! diE fOr mE!. . What the helL Is GoiNg on. try to run, i'vE got BloOd on MY tonguE. ALl your FIlth And alL YOUr mEss. will cOlLaPSe and bury Your excesSiVenesS.