I have told you things need to change. You never listened or came to my aid. The vicious cycle has not changed. My times spent rearranged. . Mother fuck it all, I can't stand this.
Everything was perfect before I found my dream. You were the world to me. When I used to hate myself for trying. Now relying on you for direction, seems so trite.
Face to face. No time to waste. This is the time for revenge. Your claim to fame. Of crushing dreams. Your control has no hold on me. Has no hold on me.
Too tired to figure it out. My head is spinning. My heart is so drained right now. I think I'm slipping. . On my last nerve. I'll get what I deserve. .
Dark room open. No light for years. No way to find out. How long has it been. . Screams heard from a distance. The shredding sounds of pain. Looking for reasons.
Oh, I'm that sick, I see it that way. I'd rather be dead than have you stay. You pretend that it's okay. Right now, it's my time to take. . Feeding off my hate today.
Oh, I'm that sick, I see it that way. I'd rather be dead than have you stay. You pretend that it's okay. Right now, it's my time to take. . Feeding off my hate today.
Whats that behind her back (Her Back). Suffocated with a plastic bag. she grasps for air. next struggle her feet are nailed to the floor. . Whoa. . Carving again and again.
Face I am nothing face complete by sarcastic tastes. What a waste I think I'd rather die. Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life. Always situations I can never hide.
Closing comments, closing comments. Closing comments made you wonder. What was the start of it all?. Hunting to find the answers. Unavailing attempts to be me.
A slave to my thoughts daily. I finally lost my craving. Need this to end real soon. You come then you go away. No way, I can make it through this. Can you feel my heart fade away?.
It's just another sleepless night, the hunt is on. Looking for anything to fill the void. Make me feel alive. Take me back to paradise. . 'Cause I'm walking on broken glass.
Nothing remains. . I shout these words to those who never listen. I pen this letter with the utmost conviction. It's been dark in here, cold and relentless.
I gave up trying. No use in lying. Another broken promise. Another bond demolished, demolished. . Will I ever give a fuck. About anyone or anything?. Day by day, live in denial.
We hear a prayer for the brighter morrow. It's hard to take thru all the laughter. We don't believe in tomorrow. It's just another morning after. . [Whsipered].
I feel as if I have been dreaming. I am confused as to how I got here. One minute, I am heading down a path of destruction. . With no hopes but for death.
[Iron Maiden Cover]. . Into the abyss I'll fall-the eye of Horus. Into the eyes of the night-watching me go. Green is the cat's eye that glows-in this temple.
1. War-eyes!. Hey what's the matter with you?. Whatcha trying to do?. We're wrecking the place...And i don't get it. Did I ever hurt you in any way?. If I did then hear my apology ..fuck you!.
My scabs are almost picked. Slowly growing into this, feelings I just can't let go. I am such a bore that you need that much more. Go back that way and see what you get from me then.
To the fucker who let me have a life in the dark,. Till the day my life ran out. Well a day in the dark, a bloody lust of wind, wanna know what it's about?.