One foot in the door, I try to resist the temptation. to yell. Lets talk this out calmly dear, I know. youre going to hell. When I hear you question me,.
Ignorance is bliss. Hatred shows the way. Things that make a man to act in godly ways. . Suffocate he must. The anger down inside. Fight against himself but will he win this time.
All these words that you have ever said to. me are burring inside, consuming my. mind. What have I done? Motionless you. both lay on my floor. Well it's too late.
You think that I deserve this after all you. put me through? Who the fuck are you to. judge a rightful penance for these ghastly. sins? You've got no right, nor did I, you.
[music & words: Tuomas Saukkonen]. . If I stay in darkness. and hide inside where is no light. you cannot find me. you cannot find me here. . if I don't say a word.
[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman]. . repeating questions to make some sense, fragile words could offer great. defence. against myself and the creature inside, it's taking me over again.
There are times, when sorrow seems like the only truth..... . Welcome home I hear you say to me. A smile of lust set on your face. Passionate love is all i see.
Oh, Looking back at what we once were.. Theres so much blood here its all a blur. Why did we end up her?. Brother you know that I loved her!. Her eyes shone brighter than the sun,.
Break up the tide that makes you whole. Break up the mind, the heart, the soul. I wish I could take a stronger stand. Look up to the one who is more than grand...i bow.
[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman]. . my thoughts of last years promise were to turn. some kind of harm was on its way I learned.
By the powers vested in me. By the entity of choice. I pronounce myself dead. At 4:18 am. I am gathered here. To remember the deceased within me. . Last flames of the dying sun.
[music & words: Tuomas Saukkonen]. . I gave my speech, I took my stand. draw my marks into the sand. and waited for the tide to wash away my faults. .
Inhale. Breath inside infected air. Airborn cancer spreading everywhere. Starting to tear apart. Apart from flawless shell its in our hearts. Diseace that has been brought to a fine art.
The container of my soul was severed from my shell. At birth I was stigmatized by fires of hell. This hollow space inside is growing still. It's going for the kill.
End of days. Conclusive in many ways. Burned out and jaded. My blood has become feeble. Strength has escaped. I have been shred by rusty blade. My armor has failed.
[music & words: Panu Willman]. . I crushed my self fairly well today. with no respect needless so say. I feel my worries are to stay. yes and still. you can find some hope in me.
Deep inside me is a world of fear. Deep inside me beyond compare. . I seek my saviour. To prevent my failures. . Breathing hate with twisted grin. Please separate me from that skin.
This sense of failure haunting still. Lack of confidence feeding my fear. Descending sun invites the darkness in. The child inside, with silent cry. .
Modern day pharisees,. Vultures waiting to consume the weak,. On wings of deceit and malice,. Words laced with the deadliest venom.. . Everything was created from your distorted mind,.