I always wanted to leave. I'm just so sick of how. You just invested in me. So now I gotta find the best way out. I always wanted to leave. . Too many days that I've wasted.
I could've fucked her for days. But thinking bout it. Maybe I just thrive on the chase. I'm in love (lost). . And you never take time to look through.
Before I say another word. Just know that my intentions were pure. But you can't stand to be in silence. All you can hear is your own voice, fueling delusion in you.
The day you passed away. Something about this place changed. We were waiting for signals of love. But you were cold and I guess you'd had enough. . Spoke my name, I felt your pain.
I let my days slip away. We swore we'd never change. And we'd stay the say. But time changes everything. . Let my head get in the way. Kept getting wasted and pilled out.
Thrown me away. Paralyze me I'm realizing. Day by day it passes by me uninviting. . Counting the days. You're running away from me. Running from everything.
I thought I was a god. Thought I'd never die. Snort a bump and lose a night. Faking friends and losing my sanity. Stuck my fingers down her throat and held her hair back.
Trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything. Cause this is all that I've ever known. And I'm afraid it won't let me go. . Drug you down took you away from everyone that ever loved you.
Did you assume we'd forget this. Were you expecting their forgiveness. Are you that bold and that cold. To think they'd let you run around in the streets as a witness.
Give up (give up), cut me up (thrown away). [?] your fault that I can't take. . Who knows, who knows. Who knows, who knows. . You think you got me, you think you got me figured out.
13 years old, addicted to cigeretes. and both his parents were scared to death when he walked through the door. baptized at 12, laughed it off, and swore he pissed in the water that had cleansed his soul.
At fifteen I was starting to see consequences for selfish intentions.. My father was right, the best parts of life. are the times when we let our thoughts kill our pride..
Drown this awful sound. It makes me clench my jaw and now it's all around. It's time I leave this town. . Last time I went away I came back to a pillhead faded away.
We were drinking, making jokes that night. Popped a pill or two. And just stayed outside. She was hinting at more. I couldn't stop or ignore. How could I say no?.
Cornered and stripped down. eyes of the whole crowd. drenched in your sweat you crawled away, you crawled away. . And I'm sick of dropping hints. You ran us dry and fucked with friends.
They ask me why I hardly speak these days. Sometimes it's better not to say a word and hide my face. It's hard to feel love, it's hard to find peace. There was a time I thought these things but that's the old me.
Who do you think you are?. You're nothing to me.. . There's nothing left to see,. I put my hands behind my back, waiting for a hand to strike me. "I'll tear the skin from your face,.
There are things I'll never understand. There are times I almost leave. Pretend the life I had was just a dream. . Some days it truly kills me. It's getting harder to go through life.
*Female Crying*. [Male: "Hello?... Hello?" Female: "I'm Pregnant"Male: "NO!"]. *Baby Crying*. . You were just a mistake,. Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted,.
I wasn't sure if I should stay or go. I had covered for you for way too long. This isn't how it's supposed to be. And it's taken it's toll on me. I'm so disgusted with myself.