I don't really want. to keep on doing this. but I do it anyway. Need to get over it. but it's oppressing me to stay.... . I know I should be laughing.
You don't know what it's like to have depression. You can't imagine how it is to live with this obsession. Of trying to keep things under protection. And taking unimportant words into consideration.
My mood changes violently. One minute I'm sad. The other I'm angry. One second I'm mad. And then I look happy. . It's never normal. It always looks extreme.
I have too many haters. but you are the biggest one. I wonder when you'll give up. from trying to tear me apart.... . I recognized that face from the start.
If by making fun of me. makes you feel good about yourself. then you really sick. and a useless human being. . You feel sorry for me. but I feel sorry for you.
Sometimes I sense that i'm getting it too far. thank God that feeling doesn't last. those who I truly love I hurt. and it's too late until they overcome.
I'm sure this time it's over. I'll give an end to this meaningless life. They won't manipulate my dreams anymore. Going to make my choices alone.... .
The last years I've been trying to keep in touch. believing that you wouldn't have changed much. You just helped me see I was wrong. obviously in your company I don't belong.
I keep dreaming the same dream. That so gracefully I leave. From all the negativity and grief. And I'm the happiest I can be. . But then I wake up and see.
It's my birthday. I guess I should feel glad. but each year I feel more sad. and as I'm old enough. don't need to hide behind a mask. . Well I hate every time of year.
I'm getting out of this place. that they created for me. their pitiful victim won't be. I'm finally free to live. to choose and to succeed.... . So I'll celebrate.
At the start everyone was nice. they would even give me an advice. as I started showing the real me. suddenly they all became mean.... . Related. . 23 Boy Band Slow Jams That Made You Believe In Love.
I fear it's coming my way. It's hard to throw it away. Who will take the blame. I won't play this game.... . I don't know when this happened to me. But I have to make it stop before I leave.
Seems like I have more enemies now. Than I thought I already had. But I don't really see them that way. They started acting like that. . I don't know what they want.
I prefer to stay silent. when I don't have something to say. can't really see the point. of behaving the other way. . Most people scare me. with their conversations.
Pretending,I'm pretending the happy again. yesterday you dissappointed me again. I'm not trying to forget. but I think I need some help.... . I tried to make you love me.
I always wondered what you meant. when your words had so depth. it seems you wanted to tell me something. but when i asked, you said nothing.... . You were talking about all this smarmy world.
I need to concentrate. but my mind is somewhere else. the truth if I could change. so it would hurt less.... . How much I'd like to quit this life. can't tolerate their world.
You only called to ask about someone else. I can't believe I'm still talking to you. after all of these offensive words you said. I can't understand you're just an enemy.
Listen to me girl. with name that starts with M. they don't want you here. you'd better disappear.... . There's no need to pretend. you are your only friend.