So it goes, my summer rose is cut and thrown my way. Petals fall and you don't call for days and days and days. . You say, you say it's not my fault. You say nothing at all.
Hey. Guess we haven't talked in a while. Maybe you've been missing my smile. But lately that's been harder to do. I see that you've been talkin' with her.
It's like I'm frozen and can't move. My brain is broken only with you. Put on a cover and play it cool. I always have the same excuse. . Cause I can't get these words out.
There ain't nothing wrong you could say. I can see lies right through your face. I've got about an hour or two. . The silence is killing you. There ain't nothing wrong you could say.
Not gonna lie, my chest is tighter than before. Yeah it was me, but why am I lying on the floor?. I never thought I'd be the one to give it up. But then I felt too much then didn't feel enough.
do you ever feel like your are running in slow motion?. Do you ever get that feeling that the door wont budge. no matter how hard you try?. . Related.
It's messed up. You know. So many highs and rollercoaster lows. Can't tell my left from right, emotional. But I hear it's just the way it goes. The way that it rolls.
Your words hurt more than you think. In your head, these situations end in a blink. But the worst is usually these little lies. Why can't you see it through my eyes?.
Wait, what is this feeling in my gut?. I swear I never get this way, only with you. And now it's just boiling my blood. . Wait, I haven't seen you in six months.
Broken glass, I knew from the start that we'd never last. But it happened so fast. You took my hand and convinced me you'll be here until the end. Wouldn't break, just bend.
Staring at the walls again. I don't even think that you have ever see me. Know that you try to pretend. Think you know my head. Why can't you just believe me.
Sixteen, lot on her mind. Gotta few friends, left the rest behind. But guess that's just what happens, people change. Stressed out but is always "fine".
Been tryna tell you but your ego's too loud. Been tryna find you but you're stuck in the crowd. Been really tryin' for a while now. . But I, I can't get it.
Yeah I wonder if. My name has ever crossed your mind. Even for a second. Know it's been a second. Since we last talked. Or faced each other eye to eye.
Oh, what if it was all the wrong time. Things were meant to be but wasn't right. Maybe people weren't involved. And all our problems solved. Would everything look differently?.
People ask me all the time. What do you look for in a guy?. And honestly I got no type. But in my head. This is what I describe. I want those. Late nights and long drives.
Man, I been stressing 'bout the boy I never loved. And I been getting caught up 'cause I think too much. Haven't slept in weeks 'cause yeah there's more I want.
She stares at her ceiling once again. With a hundred thoughts. "Maybe he knows who I am". "Actually, probably not". . She walks down the hall with her head down low.
I stay away. Cause there's a part of me. Knowing that i need. That space to be. Create my path and meant to be unknow. Circle and back in to. What means most.
she stares at her ceiling once. again with a hundred thoughts. maybe he knows who I am actually. probarly not. she walks down the halls with her head down low.