Lead you so far down. I could tell you'd never been. Told me that time's near. And how it will change everything. I'm not so open like the window you are.
Overseas while youre back west. Sleeping off the restlessness. Everything will be fine. Just going to be keep my mind on your bed. And your bed on my mind.
Hard to clench my fist well with all the things I should tell. Tension and an ill will towards you and I. It's not the same as you feel it used to be a light teal.
When you're up north the ice is slick like my voice. She's like "I never left you, this was all your choice". I can't doubt it now I might lose all my poise.
I know its been a while. But I will not fake this stupid smile. Cause you robbed me, Fed me the line. Your bounty was me. Took all you could see. And worked just side by side.
Of all the roads I took the wounded way. Of all the words that you chose to say. There was only three that held any weight. The rest was all just small talk.
Do you see good intent?. When you read me. You're trying to test me. You don't get my mindset. You only see the where and the when. Is that how your time's spent?.
Tell me did you practice what you said to me. Was never there when I was supposed to be. Is that supposed to be some kind of joke to me?. Leave home, tour hard, then we'll see.
Crushing you inside of my grip again. You're breathing in. Pushing this aside till when?. Ignoring that pain. Felt you creep inside of my head again. It all depends on where I am.
It's harder to attract you. Used to dye your denim in my parent's. bathroom. I can feel your phantom. All of me is dark blue. Picture you just dancing, dancing in your old.
2015 Hard shove, feel the heavy weight. It's the same love that I push away. It be the same thing I always debate. Why you left me here for another. These days I tend to see red.
I bet it hurts to read permanence. I used to think on all of this and how you don't. Damn it's hard to find sustenance when all I had was love for this and now you don't.
How can I just break it off to leave for good and. never talk. I'm about to write it up for you to mock. And clear my mind for the thousandth time. I've been too involved to call it off.
Gone now I keep my distance. But still show persistence in trying to find out how you are. It's really testing my patience watching you waste this. Life that you have of yours in a bar.
I know all your flaws and most of your fears. I haven't been home a lot in the last 2 years. The constant absence from all my peers. The vibration still steady inside my ears.
I let the furnace of my anger. Heat where you lay. It never burned you, it just kept the cold at bay. Write it over and over again. The same chords the same end.
I still think on you, the place, the time. And all the solitude. There's nothing I hate more. Than pushing you away with my fucked up attitude. I've been counting paces.
Tell me how your life's played out down south in the sun. Missing school so you go out every night and try to have fun. And you still deny and try to hide the smoke from your gun.
All that I know. Is your space is empty. It's buried below. The stress and the envy. All the places I go. It still hasn't left me. I hated it then. And now it consumes me.
Before you twist your tongue. Know there's no chance at all. Came here against my will. And my will's tested strong. . Until now, I know we've never met.