Light is glowing. Faintly showing. Burning like candle to light our way. . Wnd is blowing. Strong and growing. Trying to douse the flame. So darkness can prevail.
When I m alone now. I can feel you watching me. . Haunting me. . Somebody comes to me. In my sleep. . I hear you breathing. Feel your mouth against my ear.
I ve given up on life. There s nothing I can do. I m loosing faith within myself. Loosing faith in you. . Is there no one here. No one near. Terrified inside my dear.
In walking sleep and faded sight. In countless desperate steps. Trudging crossed a dead end world. Clawing to the depths. Competing on the treadmill. But grieving where they stand.
To me, you were just dead weight. A diluted filter blurring the color away. From what this used to be. Or, or what it could have been. . But nothing's changed.
So after all, you needed more than a death threat fall. You needed more, and I let you fall. Into the coffin with your floor-dropped jaw. And I remember you aspiration, your dream to fit in.
The corporate beast has got me. And I've fallen in the trap. This beast it feeds on me. And I'm never coming back. . You've sucked the truth out of me.
These words roll of my tongue like second nature. But Im far from my womb, and you know Im far from you. So when do I come back to you?. Was this already written or have I fallen so far?.
Let it burn in your eyes, your cover is blown this time and you know. But you know this was gonna happen and you could taste the red hands. And like the flies, you'll eat the worst of everything.
Take this breath for me because. I cannot bear to do it alone. Pray this prayer for me because. I have no strength to go on. You wont understand me. And I wont I understand completely.
Shoot from the back,. take good aim,. Make sure I'm dead. Bang Bang. . 'Cause I'm a rat. there's no mistake. Under the bed. where you sleep. . Crush the skull.
It's cold and dark, I think I'm going insane. The end is coming, it's true. I'm all alone and I am screaming your name. It seems that's all I can do. .
Sometimes I look in the mirror. Sometimes I hate my face. And then you make it clearer. Boring out all my mistakes. And now I've figured out. What life is gonna give.
Since I know how low to go, I won't let it show. Won't you touch me, touch me? I won't let it go. And now I stand and I peel for more. Won't you touch me, touch me? I won't let it go.
Nothing is real but it's real if you want it to be. (Ideas in my mind none self subsisting). Look forward to life all of your life. Just your life not a dream, yeah.
I know a town where people are running. Away from life, it seems always funny. . They think they are smart. Don't doubt what they say. Scared of a change.
Feel so low,. Too low to get high,. Trying to remember,. Trying to survive.. . Passing by,. Another day,. Nothings changed,. I made the same mistake,.
Nothings wrong. I'm just wasted. All the time that I've tasted. Take me back on a time trip. . Won't you take, just take me, take me back?. Won't you take me back then, just take me back then?.
Resistance from your eyes. The eyes envy focus waiting for a fall. The distance that I'll walk. To keep the peace in a home full of faults. . It's all the same.
So I saw your face, for the first time. In six years and questions clouded my mind. Where have you been. How do you feel. It's been so long. This seems unreal.