the saddest smile can fill my heart with lies. to laugh or cry, that's what it's all about. i just can't figure out. . i said goodnight and hung up the phone.
You said you didn't want to see me no more. You told me what you hated me for. I understood, and I agreed. You went, you took it all for granted. and you got what you wanted.
the course with its gray lanes, my body feels to tense. from the lake to the mountaintop takes forever on icy roads. . we ain't saying nothing.we're starying at the clouds with tired eyes.
It's been a while,. since I saw you the last time. And it feels like I never will again. I told you that I am a mess,. but you didn't seem,. you didn't seem to care.
Kind of hard feeling,. like when someone complains on clothes,. or something else that is stuck in the throat. Hard and lonely,. I never understood. Come home again.
Don't come close to me,. I won't let you in. And don't you point your finger. That proves that your not housebroken. Maybe I'm the one to blame. Correcting you for what you said.
Got to be quiet so that you won't wake up. Cause if you do I won't know how to handle you. I don't know you,. only met a few times but I like you. I think I do.
Things we said, things we've done. Now you're dead, now you're gone. And I believed in you. . Why can't I complain on you, Lord?. Why can't I complain on you, Lord?.
a new surprise, it gets me every time. and because of the spring i can't do anything. and i check up on the phone and it works how it's supposed to. there's someone outside my door but i just keep on sleeping.
Do you wonder where I am. What I kept away. Don't ask again. If you question what I am. Hide away your pain. Don't ask again. Do you miss the way I am.
I've got to control my ups and downs. I've got to control your perfect lies. you say that my downs are on the outside. forced to my skin like clothes.
It's ok In a way. I just can not see it. If you take What I have. I just can't belive it. Try to sort it all out. It's a way of dreaming. . You will keep In my way.
Someone scares me. Another is scared by me. Winter's coming. Summer has passed away. . Losing shape and color. Pulls me from what I love. Screaming at each other.
I went to that bar. Just to meet up with a friend.. The friend who gets me wasted.. After a while when he hadn't let me down.. I started notice people..
I'm just running around. It's so hard to be on time. I keep falling down. Nothing left for me to find. But when she comes around. Then it feels a little better for a while.
He's gone away. He's so distracted. He must be sick in some way. well so they say. He's already gone home. That's why he is all alone. Invisable to the eye.
Trace me where I'm heading. Cover me with broken blankets. Show me things that can't be seen. Just like my reflections. Close the door. So that I won't be afraid.
If I could I'd tell you. (Everything I've done). If it would make things better. (Everything I've done). If it could make you see. How little it meant to me.
Oh believe me. I know it aint right to treat you like I do. Oh and believe me. I try so hard to figure out what I should do. but it's true. I'm brought up this way and I don't it know any other way.
still too far from me, only now in real life. guess i've never been this free, it's time to realize. when you left your life collection, was it planned for me to see?.