(Street sounds; Door opens and closes; sounds of baby crying and television). . MOTHER: That's right! That's all you do, just sit in front of the TV!.
Hang out dick. . I'm dieing, I'm trying. I'm crying 'cause I ain't got nothing. So don't bother trying to stop me. I'm drowning in my own self-pity. .
They'll make you or break you. They'll swallow you whole. They'll find you and bind you. To every word that they own. But you know yhat you need them.
Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today. Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday. . I'm comfortable feeling miserable.
Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting on my bed. More lonely than you know. Wish, wish, wish I could've been, been something more than this.
Won't you come see about me?. I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby. Tell me your troubles and doubts. Giving me everything inside and out. . Love's strange so real in the drak.
Dear son, Daddy's never comin back home. He passed on, claim him as one of your own. My mind's numb, nothing has been clearer than this. They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn.
Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know. Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing?. Why walk around in disquise with a fake grin on my face?.
The calm that disturbs you. You don't think I've done a thing for you it's okay, it's okay. And you drag yourself about. You creep along, along you creep anyway it's okay.
The most comfortable place isn't comfortable anymore. I feel so out of place. No one knows me for sure. I have this guilty conscience. And made an effort not to be me.
Am I to blame?. . If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave. Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame. Since you're gone, I've never felt the same.
You came to me with this. And now I've been robbed. . I bit off my fingertips. And why'd I even get involved?. . Gave all I had to give. But that wasn't good enough.
I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine. Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile. Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty. Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree.
Sooner or Later - I thought that a savior. Would come to save us all. It seems that he left us - to fend for ourselves - just. To try and make us strong.
Is there something wrong with me?. . Ripping through the walls. Tearing at the doors of education. Not that it's my fault. I just can't help but sort.
If tomorrow never shows. I want you all to know. That I loved you all, you're beautiful. And I had myself a ball. . I've wasted so much precious time.
You probably heard all about it. You probably heard every word. It didn't take long for them to spread it. It didn't take long to spread the word. . You can whisper if you want to.
If you don't walk with me, I will walk alone. Hard enough to believe in myself. When I know they don't believe in me. Unwilling to change for society.
This cancer is killing me. As much as it's killing you. If it takes you away from me. I don't know what I would do. Just try for some peace of mind. But it's so hard to find.
Have you ever woke up screaming?. Have you ever woke alone?. When the walls around you won't stop laughing. Where do you go?. Sweat seeps in your eyes at night.