did you dig me up this morning. from underground, it's where you left me, oh. and your eyes leave me without recognition. know that all the idle skys have become to me.
It's hopeless now. It seems that there's nothing left. I don't care anymore, this failure that surrounds me I accept. Because I can't be all the things I want to without you.
Said you'd take me up this morning. from underground from where you left me. and your eyes leave you without recognition. know that all the idle skies have become to me.
I'm not with you. When you say "It won't mean a thing love". I still can't move. Once you've let me in and still closer. . This was never suppose to happen.
Another day, shame in hand with apology. For being the things that let you down, that I'm. So hard pressed to change, trapped alone beneath. An ideal of who to be, but you can't relate or realize now.
You said that you can be someone. when the worlds against you. . and this place could not be worse. too much that hurts. so much for you to carry. . and you make me think.
Won't face this day and I won't care now,. the sunrise promises nothing new. . Everyday is the same. when looking straight ahead. Caught in the safety of routine.
so now you hear what took you years to listen for. but still i can't make out the words. its the message that makes you miserable. but still.... . burning alive from the inside.
So walk away from the places that you've come to call home. Leave us and this wreck behind, learn to breath on your own. For beneath a failed routine there must be a new song.
This is not how i need to remember you. My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through. As I- wonder how i'm breathing. (when) My eyes have failed to find you with me.
Quit surrounding me. i'm already down and gone. locked defeat. got your eyes pealed. the only thing holding me are. why won't you quit. dragging me around.
What's going on. What's happening to me. I can't quite describe. What's missing. It feels like too much. That I should know. The years gone by,. Where'd they go?.
I woke up to find. the sheets on the floor. one cat's on the rumpled sheets. the other's in the window watching birds. I hear her in the shower. and I'm contemplating a sick day from work.
And they say, Let's go this way. You can't go home again unless you shed your skin. The words I meant to leave left out, reach in deeper. The words I meant to leave left out, darker, darker.
Maybe I should try again; start over.. Let gravity have its way.. Maybe I should try again;. start over.. Let gravity have its way.. . I was/I was on the verge..
I heard your voice repeating on long, dark boards and stairs.. A static, buzzing beating. We'll force ourselves to care that time has pulled away..
You break me in two, tear me into. You looking back regretting every move. And I'm wearing thin, but they're not wearing out. . Time takes its toll and the distance is greater.
For Sunday. For 17 years I've let this go, I've let this go. No one cares now, not even I now,. that this familiar place has never once felt like home.