Oh, I like you so very much. So much, in fact I gotta wake you up. It's not that I have words to speak. I just wanna see you looking at me. In a way, that states.
I used to think that I knew. My way around this town. But I'm always getting lost. Since you're not around. . I never thought that I would say this. But I miss my mom.
Hallelujah for sleeping pills. And amen for a good stiff drink. You know that I can't sleep. So why should I try. It's been this way for years. You think by know I'd know why.
I think, it's unfair. the only time i go away. is the only time you care... I think, tonight. I'll take a drive by your house. look for you inside the light.
I want to give up now. I've already seen how. The future is going to be. . But that was the old me. Bitter and lonely. Begging a sympathy. . And maybe their interest.
There are so many reasons. Why I should say I'm sorry. Should I start with the cheating. And end with the lying?. . And I tried to chalk it up. To low self esteem.
Been a few days. when I feel better. I'm taking you out on the town. anywhere is fine with me. Just don't give up so easily. . The simplest things. become so hard.
I'm picking up the phone and putting down this pen. To let you know I'm writing you again. But it's not the same, the names have all changed. And my best friend and ex-girlfriend aren't to blame.
I'm not a victim of some feeble mind disease. Although some of my old friends would tend to disagree. I know these chemicals will get the best of me. I'm not saying that I want to quit it just makes it hard to breathe.
This is the greatest day that I've ever seen. It's like someone else crawled inside of me. . This is the saddest seen that I've ever seen. A glimpse of hope got away from me.
I'm losing my mind in a record amount of time. Is it all in my head?. These ghosts in the hall ways. And mirrors and under my bed. . In each town I find there's always a graveyard near by.
These days I find, for me it's getting hard to sleep. I lie awake in my bed and do nothing but think. Sometimes this world, it makes me so uptight. I don't see why it's always, it's always such a fight, alright.
I used to know this girl. Who gave her love away. To every guy she met. And with all the games they played. She never seemed to cry. She never got upset.
Sweet baby jesus are you there?. Sweet baby jesus help me care. About my life and the things I do. I was wondering is my place with you. Because in my heart things are so unclear.
I don't like the way that I've been. So unfeeling and full of sin. Trying hard but you can hardly tell. Home is where you hang yourself. . Four months and seven days.
On my way to an early grave. I stopped some where along the way. In hopes to learn my name. . We all have lives that we must leave. Some are great and some are weak.
I don't know where. I hide my emotions. Wanted to show you. My undying devotion. . They started to dance. to the sound of romance. You said: "Don't they look happy?.
As she lies in the bed with the sound of her own breathing. a little voice in her head keeps on repeating. prepare my dear because things are about to change,.
Here is the point where I fall apart. For the second time in a week. It could be from all those chemicals. That I pump into me. . You have been gone for what feels like.