I'm scared of you. There's nothing I can do. No sense in wasting time. I want you out of my mind. . You make me feel unhappy. I wish you weren't real.
Can you feel me now?. There is no way out.. Can you tell what's on my mind?. . I control you now.. You can feel my power.. Lick my wounds they'll set you free..
Taste the cold breath of your emptiness. Feel the chill from everything you see. Barren wasteland strewn before your eyes. All you know is now a memory.
Darkness, depression. A wind of thought flows through my mind. With it comes aggression. Peace I cannot find. . I try to control my feelings. I burst out crying.
All along we knew the answers all along. Why did it take you so long? I hear you say. It all depends on how your point of view can change. 'Round and 'round, rearrange.
You search for me in places. Where you'll never find me.. I've seen the empty faces.. I leave them all behind me.. . Reaching out for something. That's beyond my grasp..
Darkness, depression. A wind of thought flows through my mind. With it comes aggression. Peace I cannot find. . I try to control my feelings. I burst out crying.
Yes, Hello, It's me. Some positivity. So turn the mic gain up. Let's force another one. Should I grin and stay hopeful. When we both look to different lights.
So much for you, I can't take this life. To be with you only pushes me, deeper down. Guilt pain and sorrow are what haunt me still. Waking tomorrow, will I feel the same?.
Sitting here thinking about what. What everything means to me. Do I want it all?. Can I take it all?. . Sitting here thinking about you. Do I need this jealousy?.
Sitting here in my room. Finding the time to hard to bear. . Walking down the roads of the unbeheld. Walking down the roads of the unbeheld. . Laying here in my coffin.
Can't you see there's nothing left to do;. Nothing left to say.. Memories of you. Never fade away.. Deception from the start;. A hole inside my heart;.
I see them everywhere. Around me. Talking and laughing. Around me. . Ignoring me like I was nothing. Like I was of pure air. They do not sense. My spiritual loneliness.
I can see, see the signs. I've been waiting here for you. But nothings getting through. I have gone up in the clouds. . Praying I can turn, turn myself around.
I've been trying my hardest but it's not good enough. I'm back where I started when life was tough on me. There's only so much you can do when it's started.
Deep inside myself I seek for sanctuary. I'm running in my vision and there's no escape. I drag myself through endless voids of lost infinities. I can face the worlds of fearless destinies.
I can stand although my bones are breaking.. Prop me up and see my soul is aching.. Take the dirt upon the ground around me.. Bury me inside the grave I built for you..
Oh, restless horror of my life. I have repelled thy before. But now I fear I am too weak. Too weak to fight thy on. . Time and time again we meet. Never real but all too lethal you are.
I just can't. Figure myself out. Or what's surrounding me. Or what I surround myself with. . A 2 ton fist is pushing me. To the streets again. Looking for relief.
Creeping up again. Lost myself and it's too late. Killing time again. Waiting for my only fate. . Trapped within the cage. That I've built with my own hands.