(Well the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of my life. I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly. And I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make it easy on them either. I could just never forgive them. You know. But I'm the kinda person who believes everything happens for a reason. I'm kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave. Cause the way it worked for me, it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time..
(After I learned about my parents, they asked me to live with them. And I didn't want to but I really had no choice. So I finished out the school year, where I was, I lived with my grandfather, and uh, then I moved in with them. And you know what, it was great. I was happy. I was happy and I knew it. I clapped my hands.).
So wow, that's a pretty hard way to find something like that out.. (Yeah I know. You see the best part, is when they were telling me, I guess my reaction wasn't the most positive. So they tried playing this guilt trip like....
So what was it like for Dean?. (Well he kept to himself most of the time. He watched a lot of TV. He wasn't like umm...). Wait I got it. He didn't have many friends. And his mom and dad slash grandma and grandpa always were just a little too tired to wanna play. So when he was around kids, he would just sit in the corner and occupy himself. Because that's all he knew how to do. I mean how would he know any different..
(You see the deal was, her parents would take care of the kid until they got their feet on the ground. Cause they both have full time jobs and weren't financially stable yet, so they say. But her mom would always ask, "when are you gonna pick up Dean?" the baby. And they'd say they didn't have the time or they weren't ready. Ya know time passed quick and he wasn't a baby anymore. None of them really had the heart to tell him that his parents were too busy for him, didn't have time for him. He never knew that his aunt and uncle were actually his mom and dad.).
So what you're saying is, he grew up his whole life being tortured practically.. And as soon as he finally gets a taste of what normal life is like,. something huge happens, like an unexpected baby..
[Shrink]. Well, so he just left?... . [Patient]. See there comes a point in everyone's life. Where they just start seeing things differently. Or you know they're put in a situation where they have to.
We find our,. Our way through this. Knowing. The actors who play our friends. They always win. . So come in, we're all inside of nothin'. The place where we live our lives.
Can I say I miss you for lack to obtain.. Oh just a few good reasons to keep this interesting,. But again I lack in social skills.. So can I say I need you for planning my next trip..
Alright, now just take one good look at me,. 'Cause it's the last you'll ever see tonight, I'm leaving this house.. And just think about it, you'll never have to see.
Alright, now just take one good look at me,. 'Cause it's the last you'll ever see tonight, I'm leaving this house.. And just think about it, you'll never have to see.
Alright, now take one look at me,. Cause it's the last you'll ever see because I'm leaving tonight.. And just think about it, you'll never have to be embarrassed,.
Early in the morning, wake up to a bright blue sky. lightning comes at any time to break it down and make it ugly. I know that it's just for me. 'cause no one else can feel or understand.
Power of love is a curious thing. It makes one man weep and another man sing. Change a hawk to a little white dove. More than a feeling that's the power of love.
It's time to go outside. I'm gonna be sick for a while. It's gonna be quite some time. If that's what we never had. We gotta get used to it. I'm glad to get used to it fast.
Here we are today.. You look so beautiful I wonder what you dream.. So graceful in what you say. Its all I need to hear your voice everyday.. . I wish never to wake up from this dream I'm in right now..
What was I to say I'm already all alone,. and there's nothing here except a hole in the wall.. What was I to do and how should I know,. I was never good when times are changing..
I just came to say I love you and see if you would be needing anything.. To say thank you and how grateful I am for everything you taught me.. It's those long talks I won't forget..
I hear your angel voice. It makes me feel so nice. I like to sing along. Along and forever. I know wrong and right's gone tonight. . Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na.