The last glance at your door is killing me slow. Like a final sign of time. And these handcuffs can't tie me to this world. No answers can be given anymore.
(you ain't shit). . fucking leech. you've been told a million times now. fucking leech. sick best describes YOUR MIND. fucking leech. bitching at the ones who still care.
Captured by time, I'm trying to move. But my limbs don't react. I've lost control. I'm so frail but I'm reaching the door. And I lean against, but it's closed.
I wish for the ability to stop this change. lost in myself I crave for a real shape. no hollow cover anymore. it falls away and reveals my face. waiting inside that what I am not but I try.
Another time I've tried to walk along this icy way. Another time I've lost my balance. When my eyes turned gray. Too many screams don't let me fall asleep.
A strange request followed this call. For the darkening of every light, suffocation of every cry. Bells of death started to play. Depreciation of time, the explanation of lies.
(I touch the world as never seen before). . As the light goes down and the curtain falls. I make my way back to the catacombs and call. Go to the motions until they grate.
I can't drive my thoughts away. The depths of heaven haunt me. And I see no excuse for my mistakes. . I'll never see the sun again. The clouds will darken everything inside.
I reglue the broken bones of my soul after yet. another 100 story fall. this skyscraper you've thrown me from has proven. to be unusually. tall it's not as if I haven't been there before I mend.
It's a sea of thoughts where I will drown. The diary of my life is burnt. I can't pretend, can't drive your face away. Your intimate voice is dumb. . I'll always see your wistful eyes.
This is the day I've always been awaiting. A ray of sun comes into my room. The sleepless nights of former years are ending. And every day falls into a gloom.
I was walking through the streets. I saw, I saw so many lights. I saw so many people. Without a look in their faces. . Come on to the sea. To the sea of tears.
I was walking through the streets. I saw, I saw so many lights. I saw so many people. Without a look in their faces. . Come on to the sea. To the sea of tears.
Your eyes reflect the surface of the water. Your lipstick is smeared. The reed moves quietly in the wind. And you alone with yourself. For the first time alone with yourself.
Yeah well, no one really understands. A shopping cart is filled with cans. And a top hat and a snare drum and a horn. And a poster and some magazines.
It's April 21st and everybody knows today is Earth Day. Merry Christmas, happy birthday to whoever's being born. And now I'm trying hard to think of something.
Bang and here we go. Watch the road and don't drive so slow. Takes so long and it's so hard. There's a million bums in my backyard. . I get excited, I get so impatient.
Oh no, there you go again with all your useless. Conversation. Don't cry, don't think I don't know that we. Could use a short vacation. . Leap for me.
Hey, hey, it's been so long since I have written with pen. Ya know it's sharper than a sabre, I don't feel like Errol Flynn. Got no computer, I can't type the letter in.